Iwilldothis!
Greenlighter
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- Jan 12, 2018
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Hi all not really sure how this works or if anyone reads this hopefully someone does. Here goes.
I am currently going through withdrawals I last took codine on the 10th of January at 4pm we are now on 12th January. I was an abuser and not going to lie didn't take for pain and took for the high what started off a couple of pills turned Into 8 to 9 a night just to sleep. I made the decision to go cold turkey as they were making me physically sick but not sure if that was cause the amount I was taking wasn't working anymore so they were making me feel that way in order to take more. I became very lazy especially with my kids and would keep packets hidden around the house using every excuse to shove my partner out the door just to feel relaxed and spaced wrong I know! I have been really honest with him about this because I felt guilty every day and now feel a weight has been lifted. I'm currently going through cold sweats so far and mild diarrhoea not looking forward to tomorrow but as I've learned on here I'm trying to take each day at a time.
I am currently going through withdrawals I last took codine on the 10th of January at 4pm we are now on 12th January. I was an abuser and not going to lie didn't take for pain and took for the high what started off a couple of pills turned Into 8 to 9 a night just to sleep. I made the decision to go cold turkey as they were making me physically sick but not sure if that was cause the amount I was taking wasn't working anymore so they were making me feel that way in order to take more. I became very lazy especially with my kids and would keep packets hidden around the house using every excuse to shove my partner out the door just to feel relaxed and spaced wrong I know! I have been really honest with him about this because I felt guilty every day and now feel a weight has been lifted. I'm currently going through cold sweats so far and mild diarrhoea not looking forward to tomorrow but as I've learned on here I'm trying to take each day at a time.