Captain.Heroin
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3 years and 2 weeks here.
Back from rehab for a week, and life is a weird void of nothingness
45ish days I lost count, it's clsoe to there but I've never been this sober since I was 16
I'm not trying to tell you what to do, but I don't think you have much to worry about.
Paradoxical reaction, you take a benzo trying to calm down and it ends up stressing you out for a long time.
If you would have said no, would you feel any different? Debatably not. This is why triggering "sucks so hard", because it puts us into a mental lose-lose maelstrom.
Best to avoid other people when possible.
I'm not suggesting you should relapse or anything