I've been up since 12p Saturday.... adderall, coke, some moonrock (only a little, literally), and other things >.> also xanax just tiny pieces of a pill...that was all we needed and that leveled out everything (literally we ate crumbs of xanax instead of popping the whole pill and with no tolerance to xanax anymore...that really worked), marijuana nonstop, and dab pen lol
We went to the casino Saturday morning at 6am (up since Friday afternoon) and we never go. We were rolling off a little moonrock again (our pupils were huge and the roll lasted and it was intense but in also a chill way...felt so good and we woke up the next day and realized we barely ate any of it) and so my friend told me they had a good feeling... I never gamble but they told me I felt like their good luck charm....and we left to the casino with only $20 each. Lol we were in the parking garage and as soon as we walked towards the one floor we found two $20 bills before even entering the casino. So we literally found $40 and used that to play the slots and left with more money on top of that..... and never even touched our actual money hahahaha, crazy... we didn't stay long and watched the sunrise come up.... then went back to my friend's place
and I technically did that sleep where you lay there and meditate but you didn't actually sleep. You were awake. If that makes sense? Like I wasn't making that up. My friend was laying in bed with me and just relaxed with me and I kept thinking did I fall asleep? But I kept going back to reality and seeing the alarm clock on the dresser every time. I really wasn't asleep. I finally fell asleep for two hours once it hit 1pm Saturday. Then woke back up and literally stayed up. Oddly those two hours of sleep was the best sleep I've had in awhile.....even the 8hr sleep I had into Friday afternoon wasn't as good, true story.
Went to bed by 11:33p on Saturday but we couldn't even sleep because we ate more instant 30mg adderall and eventually a little more more moonrock earlier in the night (it was baby pieces but it was so clean and we just licked it off our fingertips and kept rolling). Smoking weed. Ate more adderall. Did nitrous and I couldn't stop giggling and we both were "almost there" my friend found the meaning to life and then forgot it within seconds. Hahahaha nitrous you tease.
So 4:33am Sunday came... we decided to just stay up since there was no point in sleeping now and my friend never gets to see me
So then we went to wawa and came back
Took the dog for a walk and then smoked a lot of weed.... and we were dreading the fact I had to leave but my friend has to get up at 4am Monday (poor soul is already at work).
I got home around 4:30p Sunday and decided to eat a 30mg adderall with my sister and we went on a car ride to nowhere and stayed parked at this gas station talking about life and everything going on.... the universe.... and sat there for three hours and figured out our next steps in life.
My sister never takes adderall (maybe two times ) it was like she was rolling lol but not overly fucked up. I was talking a lot but adderall doesn't fuck me up and usually I am awake, talkative, but focused nowadays. I only offered her some because I needed to talk to her about some serious shit and that plan was a success. I don't do drugs with her that much but she really needed to get things off her chest... and when you do a 30ir, mission accomplished
Now its 6:36am Monday and I haven't done anything else and I still can't sleep because I never do when sober either for the past month....
After that all I feel a really good after glow and I am about to sleep before I have to work at 3p
Wtf stayf, you were totally lit this weekend
I was literally tripping while walking my friends dog and I literally didn't take acid. It was like the universe was talking to me and no I wasn't tweaked and yes I am used to barely any sleep (insomniac). I literally came down from some of the drugs at that point and kept seeing tracers of colors on my friend's face.... and the conversations and the world around me made me feel like I was on acid. THEN AGAIN, life is a trip to me lately with or without drugs and always been.
Also yes this was long but the sad thing is I am deadass sober (besides the afterglow of the whole weekend) and imagine if I had wrote this on the adderall. Sober 99% of the time besides for weed and if I do take adderall at work I break my 30s in half. The 1% of the time I'm not sober I literally make up for the 99% of the time I am LOL
the older i get, the more likely any cutie pie i meet is gonna have popped one out in the past. 
