still off the needle?
ot: wiaiting for the loprazolam to kix in and be the cherry on top with maybe a top up shot of dope or another oxy chew
Yeah buddy, will be five months now. I did shoot up once in those five months and I remembered exactly why I stopped.
As far as heroin, you really shouldn't IV alone. I rarely did and I was lucky enough to have someone narcan me whether it was a gf or a family member.
I have had my heart stop beating for the last time due to IV drug use. Just fucking done. Not risking anything because I knew if I did not change I would die.
But still if feels good to sniff some 30s. I got all energized from the oxy buzz I am working on all my skatboards at once.
So I got a old skool cruiser long board and a really long pintail. Got an 8.6 park board and a couple smaller decks, one for learning flip tricks and one for just general street skating. Nothing lower than an 8.25 on 8 trucks. I did get one of those Almost impact lights and it has the weirdest pop, not sure if I like it or not, hopefully it breaks in ok but damn I wish I just got a flip or the one with the impact discs instead of the beam down the whole board.
Yeah a lil off topic but landed a tre flip first try. I had been working on pressure flips but that lil 8.3 I got on thunder lows, well I went for it and got it. I can stomp pressure flips on the park deck and cruiser. 8.3 is small for me. My feet are so big its not even funny except when people trip over them, then is hillarious.
It took me a while to get my strength back cuz I dunno about you but opiate wd makes me weaker literally. So yeah now that my leg muscles are working better I am skating better than ever, drawing better than ever.
So yeah it was a great deal of suffering and I had to let many friends part ways and it wasn't the needle so much as how they acted on it.
I really don't want to let life pass me by anymore and that is how it felt on the needle and then it just got to where I was waking up after 4 or 5 hours of sleep needing to redose.
It got really bad, 3cc syringes and shots with doses so high I won't post the mgs in the interest of HR.
Hey Jigga do you ever TC? I was just about to log into room 8, wanna join? If you ever want to chat on skype just pm me for my skype.