ABetterWay
Bluelighter
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- Apr 27, 2015
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Mods, I know this belongs in OD, but every time I try to post it gives me an error message saying I need to choose a thread prefix. I have no idea what that means, orhow to do that, and have not been able to figure it out. Someone suggested posting in homeless so you could move the thread for me. Thank you in advance.
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I will add more details later, as today will be the last day I am able to run around getting prepared to withdraw.
For now, I will give you it in a nutshell: I have chronic pain, and it is severe. Perhaps later I'll get into the specifics of my health. But briefly, I graduated to heroin (snorting ECP) after losing faith in the medical community. I truly don't use it to blunt emotions of cope with mental or emotional issues. Some will understand that, some will not be able to believe that. I already know this. Please know I won't really respond to anyone trying to convince me that I must be using for emotional reasons. I'm not mad at you, but it's not anything I'm going to spend time arguing about. I understand that it's very difficult for those who haven't experienced severe, life altering chronic pain to understand that. Again, I'm not mad at you for not understanding.... And truly, truly, I do hope you never have to understand. I wouldn't wish chronic debilitating pain on anyone.
Anyway, more details later once I'm feeling like crap lol. Just putting out the feelers, in case anyone wants to do this with me.
I have enough to last me most of today. By tonight I will run out. I started this thread to talk, pass time, help others going through the same, and to get support if I feel like I need it. Honestly feeling good mentally and emotionally, I'm in a good place in my head.
Other life changes coming in my life to, like job. I have ambitious plans
As my user name suggests, I'm looking for a better way.
Because there always is one.
If you are going through wd, or are about to, whether you have chronic pain or not (but especially if you do), come on in to my thread and let's get through it together, my friend. Let's get through it together.
Be well.
More to come.
Peace and love to you all. May you be happy. May you be peaceful. May you be liberated.
Xo
Edit: last dose at 9:20pm...here we go!!!
Edit 2: Well, it'ss 10:20pm here, off to bed I go, while I can still get some sleep lol. I've been taking vitamins for a few days (well, more than usual anyway), and started taking regular doses of ibuprofen the last couple or few days too in preparation. Took a very small amount of phenibut earlier today as it helps anxiety and can sometimes make me sleepy hours or a day down the line. No worries, I won't become addicted to it, I have had a tub sitting in my house for at least 9 months if not longer and have taken it I think a total of 5 ish times, including today. Tomorrow I will wake up chilly, but with nothing to take that away, and we will be started lol. Goodnight for now, my friends, and if anyone is struggling through withdrawal feel free to post here for encouragement and pats on the back, I have plenty of both for ya
With much love,
Peace.
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I will add more details later, as today will be the last day I am able to run around getting prepared to withdraw.
For now, I will give you it in a nutshell: I have chronic pain, and it is severe. Perhaps later I'll get into the specifics of my health. But briefly, I graduated to heroin (snorting ECP) after losing faith in the medical community. I truly don't use it to blunt emotions of cope with mental or emotional issues. Some will understand that, some will not be able to believe that. I already know this. Please know I won't really respond to anyone trying to convince me that I must be using for emotional reasons. I'm not mad at you, but it's not anything I'm going to spend time arguing about. I understand that it's very difficult for those who haven't experienced severe, life altering chronic pain to understand that. Again, I'm not mad at you for not understanding.... And truly, truly, I do hope you never have to understand. I wouldn't wish chronic debilitating pain on anyone.
Anyway, more details later once I'm feeling like crap lol. Just putting out the feelers, in case anyone wants to do this with me.
I have enough to last me most of today. By tonight I will run out. I started this thread to talk, pass time, help others going through the same, and to get support if I feel like I need it. Honestly feeling good mentally and emotionally, I'm in a good place in my head.
Other life changes coming in my life to, like job. I have ambitious plans
As my user name suggests, I'm looking for a better way.
Because there always is one.
If you are going through wd, or are about to, whether you have chronic pain or not (but especially if you do), come on in to my thread and let's get through it together, my friend. Let's get through it together.
Be well.
More to come.
Peace and love to you all. May you be happy. May you be peaceful. May you be liberated.
Xo
Edit: last dose at 9:20pm...here we go!!!
Edit 2: Well, it'ss 10:20pm here, off to bed I go, while I can still get some sleep lol. I've been taking vitamins for a few days (well, more than usual anyway), and started taking regular doses of ibuprofen the last couple or few days too in preparation. Took a very small amount of phenibut earlier today as it helps anxiety and can sometimes make me sleepy hours or a day down the line. No worries, I won't become addicted to it, I have had a tub sitting in my house for at least 9 months if not longer and have taken it I think a total of 5 ish times, including today. Tomorrow I will wake up chilly, but with nothing to take that away, and we will be started lol. Goodnight for now, my friends, and if anyone is struggling through withdrawal feel free to post here for encouragement and pats on the back, I have plenty of both for ya
With much love,
Peace.
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