It's not major, but I'm going into my fourth month being clean from heroin today... I think about it all the time, every time I take my Percocet, I get the same little rush that made me run into heroin's arms... my withdrawals only took a week to subside, and it felt like I had a bad case of the flu.
I'm not completely off opiates, because I need the pain medication for my back issues. What I am completely done with is putting powder up my nose, then getting sick for a couple of hours only to sniff some more. I'm glad I have marijuana, when I smoke it really takes my mind off of wanting to do anything else. I also tend to read a lot of "heroin horror stories" involving people getting bad batches, and that's when I realized I'm playing Russian Roulette with my life. So I'm done. For good. I'm glad everyone is doing good, too.
CH, I see your posts all the time, you're such an insightful person. You've got this! I see the potential in you to fight your frustration and be clean every day. It sucks, I know, but you've been doing it for so long and that's so good!