Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
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- Nov 3, 2008
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Oh I was already not feeling well when I was typing that...
but it's too late now because either way, my friend didn't know what he was talking about and it turns out that those "suboxone" were actually clonidine, which I do not like. So I never ended up getting them after all. Oh well, it was probably for the better. You really are right about going to a proper doctor, I don't know what has been stopping me all this time.. Anxiety I guess.
But on a good note, I have gotten a couple callbacks from potential jobs and I'm pretty positive that I got at least one of them. It might sound a little off topic, but I really feel that if I can give myself a steady responsibility, then maybe I can stay off of opiates a little more easily... or at least hold off on using until after work and possibly taper myself down successfully. I've lost every job I've had due to drug use though so I really don't wanna fuck this one up. I'm really nervous about getting back on my feet especially if I'm actively using still. I almost don't feel ready to have a job again, but I really need it.
I was very nervous when I first went to a suboxone doc. Don't be too scared