Hi fellow psychonauts,
This really is a warning for you all.It isn`t the first time that i`ve been in hospital because of drugs,but this is the second because of arylcyclohexamines,which i believe this compouns must be.
The day after boxing day i opened up my gram and used my old 50mg scoop,i proceeded to dump three lots into 5ml of warm water in a cup,i used to be a real hard head with MXE and thought i could easily do this,this was the biggest mistake of my life,at first after getting into bed naked and plugging the solution i didn`t feel much,then everything went completely sideways.Much groaning and moaning animal noises were coming from my room,the police were called along with the ambulance,they found me in a heap on the floor,naked next to my bed,blood everywhere after i must have bashed my head,i was contorted and in a state of rigidity with fitting intermitently...I was in such a state the authorities had to close the road off,the fire brigade were called as they needed one of the hard plastic rescue stretchers to put me on,i was completely unconcious.
By the time they got me to the ambulance my breathing stopped and heart stopped too,tubes were inserted and artifical breathing was administered.This beast works very differently to MXE,it doesn`t interact very well with other compounds like diazepam and buprenorphine which i take regularly and it certainly doesn`t like big doses.
I came to in hospital in critical care unit with a pastor reading me the lords prayer,which the ressusurtation team joined in doing,i was dying man,everything was failing.The drips must have started flushing me out and the drug must have started to wear off,or the Lord decided not to take me yet.
As i started to get a grip on things everything sounded very tinny and mechanical,everything was robotified,people spoke in layers,so three people in a room sounded like many,many more.The medical staff were fantastic and did the best they could,i cannot praise them enough,also the all the services involved,i am very grateful for what they did and am so sorry i had to put them through this nightmare,im sorry to my family too,even if they don`t understand,i don`t understand,i just do.
As i started to come back it was horriffic and humurous at the same time,it was sick and twisted in its hallucinations and completely mad,this is what i believe PCP must be like,i went through hell and stayed in hospital for five days? i came home yesterday anyway.They also gave me a shot of naloxone which as the O-PCE wore off i was thrown into withdawals,once i told them i was on a program they sorted out my meds again.
So PLEASE,THOSE WHO THINK THIS IS A MXE REPLACEMENT,IT IS NOT,I WOULD SAY MORE A PCP REPLACEMENT.Be so very very careful,i didn`t think and died,im lucky that i am here writing this,i dont want anyone else to experience what i went through.
May God be with you all.