Wow these comments ...it,violence,rape,at least you know it's wrong!? WTF PPL!?
1- op is not wrong to feel any way but how is it possible to have sex and not know they have a dick ? (Or did I miss something) .
2- Regret all you want ..you engaged and enjoyed why not just say ok it happened and move on with maybe slight emberassing at worst?
3 - the intolerance on this thread by some (not all thank "God") is laughable to say the least ..heck some ppl love Trans , you don't im assuming and I don't but who are we to judge and say kill it with fire ?
4- how to handle it ? easy, SEMI bottle it up and maybe don't tell anyone in person , sites like this sure to get it off your chest and even until you're not mad ..
look ok being mad does nothing, Enjoying it doesn't mean anything either if you truly didn't know I wouldn't even say you secretly liked it and just dont want to admit it.
think of guys who fck hookers ..I mean the ugliest older ones bc the guys cheap and I guess addicted to sex ? Lol ..they probably don't love it but they cum they move on ....
theres es even straight guys who are truly straight but if desperate would let anyone suck their dick (prison..) it's just sex don't stress it so much .
if you don't like it don't do it again (obviously ) , also means you're not Bi/gay or into trannys just means you got off and were really fucked up..
I don't see the big deal I mean it would feel gross if I found out I did that as I'm sure you felt sick too but that's it it's over shower and move on why make a big deal same with everyone else why the huge overreaction ?
Btw when I said bottle it up I just meant don't run around looking for answers from ppl in your life bc that seems to be what you're afriad of or would be emberassed by but a psychiatrist maybe or a hotline or whatever is a good idea you need to just move on .
Good Luck dealing with this and remember it's just a life lesson and experience it's not w death sentence and the memory will fade (especially since you were intoxicated) .