Hey guys...sorry I've been absent.
I have bad news, and I really don't even want to tell u guys cuz I feel like I let you down...but I relapsed.
This time its really bad, I spent all my savings, and over drew my bank account 600 dollars. Its gonna take some time to pay that off because I have other bills I need to pay. Also I got in a car accident, with a 1000 deductible And I'm already paying a deductible from a diff accident before this one. With that said, now my car insurance is going to go sky high. Now I'm gonna be broke for the next few months, literally every paycheck is going to all this plus other bills. Maybe I shouldnt be talking about my financial struggles? But the reason I am, is because I have bad anxiety right now, I haven't used at all today so withdrawal are starting and of course I'm looking at my life, judging it, judging myself, and putting a bad label on it including myself. I feel so lost right now, and I feel so alone. Ugh this sucks, why do I always do this to myself ... I'm so sick of it. I'm stressing so bad right now about my money troubles.
I hope everyone else is doing good and not messing up like me. If you are clean then good for you I'm truly happy you are.
I have bad news, and I really don't even want to tell u guys cuz I feel like I let you down...but I relapsed.
This time its really bad, I spent all my savings, and over drew my bank account 600 dollars. Its gonna take some time to pay that off because I have other bills I need to pay. Also I got in a car accident, with a 1000 deductible And I'm already paying a deductible from a diff accident before this one. With that said, now my car insurance is going to go sky high. Now I'm gonna be broke for the next few months, literally every paycheck is going to all this plus other bills. Maybe I shouldnt be talking about my financial struggles? But the reason I am, is because I have bad anxiety right now, I haven't used at all today so withdrawal are starting and of course I'm looking at my life, judging it, judging myself, and putting a bad label on it including myself. I feel so lost right now, and I feel so alone. Ugh this sucks, why do I always do this to myself ... I'm so sick of it. I'm stressing so bad right now about my money troubles.
I hope everyone else is doing good and not messing up like me. If you are clean then good for you I'm truly happy you are.