Good luck! You can do this!
Get off the loperamide ASAP! That stuff is toxic! Very serious heart problems and worse can happen.
If I was you, I would go back to the suboxone or maybe even the H (sorry no experience with either) but both of those are safer and have a much shorter withdrawal than this loperamide stuff.
I only used the loperamide for ten days and tapered down each day. I started at 48 mg and went down to 10 mg and then switched back to morphine and still got hit with the 8 week ACUTE Loperamide withdrawals. My prescribed morphine was not touching those withdrawals either. I have heard others saying that even when tapered down and jumping from 1 mg a day, they still got hit with the 8 week full blown acute loperamide withdrawal. While I have also heard others saying they tapered off no problems really. So, I guess everyone is different.
Praying for you to get off no problems!
Let us know how it goes.