yeah so, we do not understand or perceive objects in themselves. Which brings us to the occult.
anyone have any legit fucked up experiences messing around with spiritual awakenings, channeling spirits, receiving special messages, rituals, chaos magick or other unexplained stuff happen?
i'm probably bordering on going into psychosis ATM after a long ass amp/psych binge so figured why not stir the pot and get really weird.
so the shamans, chaos magick practioners and magicians, what are your rituals, symbols, language? what do you see and do in your mind's eye? can we collectively do something significant over the internet?
every time i open this bag of worms i end up in psychosis for some reason but there must be a way to tame this unfiltered power!
so who's with me? let's do some rituals with symbols, language and fucked up shit and see what happens, the crazier the better, stream of consciousness style. Today i felt my skin come off and exit through my astral cord or whatever the fuck that thing is that feels like a ball of energy behind my neck. I can tell there are 5 spots of energy in my body, how can i really let it all out?
sorry if this makes no sense, as i mentioned, i'm likely going delusional from malnutrition, sleep dep. and amp/stim/psych binge for the last week. I hope someone understands at least what i'm getting at.