I'm glad to hear your doing good Nicklazz. PV is falling off the map for me completely, I don't think about it much anymore.
I've been drinking more than I should and smoking some weed with friends but my social life has dramatically improved lately. I had problems with synth noids after the PV and that stuff was making me anti-social as hell but I'm a few weeks clean from that nonsense and feeling better.
I feel that alcohol and weed, for whatever reason, is easily controllable for me. Synthetic drugs are super short acting, often potent, and cheap. It's a recipe for addiction, I really want to stay the fuck away now.
Really keen on going after some more psychedelics too. I'm quite confident that QuasiStoned just needs to wake up to the beauty of the world. That little bit of mushrooms the other day reminded him what's really important in life.
I don't think I'll be here much anymore, mdpv is shit. If you use it, I honestly don't know what to tell you. It wrecked me and I have some very serious hatred for it. The love I once had is gone, I thought it was special but really you just gotta realize - stimulants are awful recreational drugs. There's no such thing as a well put together speedhead, you are a shithead to everyone else but yourself. You can delude yourself all you want but the fact remains - you gotta man up to life eventually without it or else it's gonna take you down to places you can't imagine.
To those who've broken free - Congrats! To those in deep - good luck! You will need it eventually.