I'm on valium and take up to 40mg for a "bar" like effect but usually if I want to rid horrid shit with panic or get a buzz... good for a comedown...
I'm prescribed 20mg a day and that I can feel and even one does the trick for taking side effects away from high high dose amphetamine.... I took 200mg dextrostat in the last day or so, but the valium, makes me feel normal... If I get tense I have one right here waiting... one too soon if nt needed will put me to sleep due to long half life and even on 70mg dex tabs, four valium put me to sleep over it,
now xanax for me i dont feel as much... it is much more recreational.... valium only feels good up to 40mg after that to me its just either the same or I fall asleep... I could waste it and take a lot like 10 and it would... but then like last month I'd fuckin look very impaired (I live in a motel).
The speed probably keeps me sober, but i am takin the valium in reasonable doses....
when i run out of dex (I have a script for 240 more just need to get it ordered....) takin 1/2-1 10mg tabs of val will all I need, thats weird to me... how diazepam hits fast and hard but celings its effects it seems.... to put it in a way that tries to make sense... and such a low dose to a veteran speed.//benzo/opiate ((I am down to 12 and today 8mg suboxone so 20-30 extra I have to sell..... every month I'll say I take two but take 1 and get 30 to sell.. that could be 200 easy since i dont pay for it. Thats a nice price but i dont want to discuss this and break the rules..... i shoukd raise suboxone back up to 3 films........ lol sell 60...
i wouldnt need a job....
I did however yesterday (130mg dex sorry ramble ramble) have my friend that I trust with all my life.... shoot me with a hooked up bag, of dope....... whole bag... Last time I did that I did half in the muscle half later in the vein.... suboxone blocked it but it did add to the benzos... this time.... o my God I got high and never need to try again... I took x amount of xanax idk how much,.... 3 bars maybe 4... plus 30mg valium but was on speed too not a lot like 4...
It took a min to get thru the suboxone... the bupe I mean, but it must be good shiti or a fat amount last time suboxone fuckin blocked it twice as much on 100mg diazepam and 1mg alprazolam... this time all i remember last was askin this guy and girl my friend... (so glad I met this person in IOP shes a friend I feel like I can really be myself around and not feel judged or worry about getting screwed over..... samme music same issues... met her in outpatient group therapy... she still u ses but I pray she gets onto methadone soon, which saved my life.... she is a bluelighter and I will find out who she is one of these days..... I just forget to ask.... she'd know if she read this...
anyway got side tracked... my eyes are closing after speed... tired... wtf I am gonna snort one and go to walgreens and get a free baby syringe to plus the dex.... plugged 3 (double vision man o man) after getting them wet for easy dissolvation lol thats not a word.... it is now...
I'll get back to the topic in a min.... need to snort a pill.... just cuzz i juost at 6 in pieces... time is flying but im sedated like lol........ best combo ever I wamt to try this valium with meth, or desoxyn he would give me... or id try with crystal meth even crack would be ok to try another time... no side effects.... lol just rip that fuckin choreboy.... A fat line of cocaine would be nice if siht got bad eat my sonata,,,
pill time.... even mushy from spit plugged was time released to to speak with no tools...... 20 subs 50 bucks and 30 a month, i could save an addicts life.... what magic it works for me.... i aam sellijn 15 sonata for 10 bucks....
but sonata is a benzo like drug 1hr duration then wam wears off...... so i mean.... im scared to take it nightly.... he will switch to temazepam if i say listen sonata is good late night but this shit aint good for 5 plus hrs of sleep plus temazepam inhibits rem sleep... can u ujse it for anxiety tho?
ok op i know u dont like benzos use valium tho or librium, something long half life... valium is so gentle 5 to 7.5 or 10 mg once a day is nothing A ten is .5 ALPRAZOLAM with a 24 minimum hr half life.... use 5 twice a day mg i mean... if one 10 dont hold u all day oor a 5.... for sleep if needed due to rem inhibiting effects of diazepam or any benzo use fuckin temazepam 10mg or 15.... sonata is good great even, as needed... wont keep you asleep tho biut its cool cuz getting up at 8 means u can take it at 5 and not be groggy... diphenhydramine makes me wake up and not only from bad dreams but makes me hungry like all antipsychotics do....
nothing wrong with dependency man to a long acting minimum dose benzo....... if u ever wanna quit taper......... taking diazepam daily addds to the biuildup in the body look at the 36-200mg active metabolite... first day i always take 5.... 2.5mg alprazolam, xanax = 50 md diazepam...... triazolam is nice like sonata... same thing tho rebound... i want temazepam so i can use it for anxiety and for nightly insomniia. i am gonna take 2 sonata now and see what happens.... can it be used for that? on valium it will flood the fuck oout of my gaba b val does both a and b.... ill look it up... ifwater soluble its powder ill shoot or plug or snort it....
can u plug diazepamm
i didnt mean shoot sonata, zalepon, i meant snort or plug.
just go with the benzos man.... id do val libruium or k-pin all = to 5-10 once or twice daily as needed, even daily is ok... once in 10-15 days abuse is fine especially with comedowns.... can be done up to = doses of 40-50mg diazepam aans librium idk, kpin i know is 2.5mg..... so once
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'i want meth or coke bad now with myshit,,,,,,,,, valium... sonata trial here i go even before i read irt im gonna eat 100mg dex or 40 plugged or 50 snorted so sonata will kick in then after i lay back and say ooo fuck ill stick it up my but and save teh day.... im bout to make mony savin fellow addicts.....