I really feel conflicted inside as well,part of me wants to get off,but part of me never wants to quit and shoot opiates until Im an old man.
Tomorrow morning I was actually going to start with only doing 60 mg's IV,since I know it will be enough to kill the sickness,I just do more for a big rush,then doing just 30 mg shots throughout the day.I almost think now my tolerance may be low enough for codeine to help a little.I remember trying it to help the w/d of 600 mg's of IV morphine per day or 120 mg's of methadone per day,and it was useless then.
But I think buying some OTC codeine and doing a CWE on 400-600 mgs(600 seems to be my ceiling)it will probably help in the mornings,or even throughout the day to cut down on my morphine intake.
When I do finally jump off the morphine I'm going to ask my doctor for, Xanax/Temazepam,Lomotil,clonidine and maybe a 50 count bottle of 30 mg Codeine Phosphate tablets without APAP.