• LAVA Moderator: Mysterier

I Want............

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Looks like fun.
 
I've just treated myself to a second hand Ibanez flanger (which is awesome btw), and now I've got my eye on a Boss RV-3. Also waiting on a Voodoo Lab Sparkle drive to arrive too. :)

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Currently trying to sell off some of my guitars to justify this urge for yet more things I don't need.
 
Well, funny enough, I can't wear heels either due to the scar I am a bit self conscious about. I'm usually not that worried by it, but in bathers, it tends to be accentuated and even though I don't get really down about it, it looks really weird.. My leg was almost torn off in an accident, but i thought those bathers would be ok because they are skirted like the one Monroe wore in a heap of her photoshoots but it's not quite long enough to cover the permanent swelling. Same reason I can't wear thigh high stockings and heels because of the knee injuries I ended up with! I'm a huge fan of the 50's pinup thing and not being able to wear the gorgeous heels I buy sucks, but I can't help buying them because they are a complete work of art and I love having them there. Weird huh!

What size shoe are you?

Size 8.5 or 9
I need to get back to you on my other sizes!
I've been on BL break so right now I'm playing catch up :)

Btw that is not a lip piercing it is called a Monroe piercing; bmezine.com great site for body modifications ;)
I know what a monroe is honey :) Thanks, I'll have to check out the website sometime!

I have that bathing suit, ocean! actually, i gave it to a friend because it was too small :\ I forget if I got a small or a medium... I think medium (I can check with my friend). I know I'm not tiny but I thought surely I'm not a large! Well the torso is a bit too short and it smashes my chest down. Not as flattering as I hoped.
Oh, THAT is a bummer. :\

i want someone to do my laundry for me.

and i want my husband to get a new job so we can move already. preferably here

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That would be AWEEESOME =D

I have a monster list of wants atm.
Shoes are becoming a major obsession but something I may get soon and a little more realistic than a 200 dollar pair of shoes is a new phone :)
I have never owned a Smart phone.
It is on my VERY VERY soon list ;)
 
i want the doc to figure out whats wrong with my back and do what they gonna do so i can get on with my life ...

i want to be able to sleep at night

i want college football season to start up and i want my LSU tigers to kick ass
 
I want my roof to stop leaking.
I want to owe nothing monetarily to any of my friends. I'm so grateful to have an amazing set of friends, but I hate owing anything to anyone.
I want to move out west.
I want to have no fear.
 
Helmut Lang Cracked Leather Pants

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Chanel Camellia Flats

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Santogold x Vans sneakers

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this shirt:

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(Nikon coolpix p7000)

Reason? I'd like an advanced camera but don't feel quite ready (or rich enough) for an SLR-style one.

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(Yaesu FT-81ND - that's a mobile Amateur Radio Transciever for the unenlightened amongst you)

Reason? Seems to be the most hassle-free, high-tech ham transceiver that allows for DX.

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(Self-Explanatory... I hope!)

Reason? I want to learn how to install these (and other renewable energy thingies)

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(A diesel car, preferably a VW)

Reason? I was convinced that one cannot live in North America without a car, so as a compromise I'd like a car whose fuel I can manufacture on my own.
 
Buy me some rings and a gun that sings, a flute that toots and a bee that stings, a sky that cries and a bird that flys, a fish that walks and a dog that talks...
 
i want 2 pioneer cdj 1000 mk1's a pioneer hdjm800 and a couple numark turntables. /drool. also a full working version of FL studio would be great!
oh and dont forget how much i want a really nice chef knife, just cant decide the make or model atm. so many new things on the market with rave reviews
 
- My tattoo(s)
- Industrial bar piercing
- 160gb Ipod
- Native Instruments "Maschine"
- New speakers and subwoofer for my computer
- New sound system for my car
- The shirt pictured below*
- A new phone
- Plants for my balcony (which I want to turn into a potted plant garden)




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^that shirt kicks ass.

I want my dad to tow this truck and get it fixed already. I am not going to pay for a vehicle I've had for 1.5 months and got to drive a whole 2 days.
 
i only want world peace, bad enough that it's my only motivation in life now a days.
 
When someone has an experience they become wise from the knowledge of it, if they speak what they know is true from it to another/tell the story. The harder the lesson the more intense the memory burns. The truth will either cause the person to believe it, question it more from desire to believe or disbelieve it, or simply not wish to learn more and put it out of mind until the subconscious randomly brings it up again because it's still undecided and important for some reason. I figure that since humans can learn from others wisdom if their imagination is strong enough and focused, thus gaining the ability to not have to experience the negativity that story caused the first person. If they can't imagine it strongly enough or want/need to stay ignorant to any possible truth in that area they probably will try a experience like it for themselves until they learn.

I do not know if the 2nd person and on who believes the wisdom/story can even make others believe it fully. Mostly from the ability of the next person to question parts of it and never know the true answer because that first listener didn't ask those same things/doesn't remember it as intense since they avoided the negativity of the actual living it.

Once every one can be open enough to the truth and actually want it constantly, they will find a believable enough one from someone eventually. Any truth is possibly changed again if you don't invest enough emotion/effort in the first truth. That is easy to do as learning the truth doesn't take thinking about it, it just will be when you're ready.

Anyways basically my belief at the moment is once enough people that are living currently learn of the truths/possibilities of this universe, from the wisdom of others, willing/feeling they needed to speak it to that person for the reason that it felt so right at the time. This change in consciousness of many will change our reality, bringing about world peace, just words told with enough positive believe/wisdom to must be true.

Since I've gotten out of rehab I have only been trying to tell my truth of my knowledge so far gained in life. So far I've been able to do just that and not regret anything I've said/done. The only exception being having to lie about using drugs to my parents for fear of getting kicked out on the street, although I have come totally clean with them about even that fact when I got caught with a small amount of green.

The only fear I have is if I tell my truths that got me to believe world peace is inevitable, then maybe who I tell wasn't ready to mentally handle this theory. Thus they take it negative or even incredibly bad. Even though I fear this out of others pain, I don't believe it until someone tells me they didn't want to know what I just spoke. Also if they were not able to handle it I think their sub-conscious will just suppress the thought until it knows the conscious mind is ready to think about it again and maybe learn what is right from it. Knowing what I know now has only made me more happy on average through out the day so I have no regrets anymore!

Also I feel that every drug besides maybe weed, has the possibility or even likelihood if abusing this hard drug of making you think about a truth. This truth could have been very positive if you didn't abuse the drug first so much but since you did you'll now view it from a negative perspective and it will cause you pain/stress until you learn enough from sober moments to put this truth in the spot you decide on finally. Every truth is naturally very positive, it's only true lies/someone who believes the lie fully, telling another, that cause pain.
 
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