My comedown
sucks!!! I don't understand why others don't get that bad of a hangover. When I first started, I took practically nothing. Now I'm taking more but probably only an "average" does (if that exists).
I'm tried for the next few days ... and the next day I am just completely out of it. I can't focus well (especially on homework). I can get pretty sad/depressed. I also HURT (but that might be from dancing so much). As in stairs = torture for me! (and I'm in decent shape so it's not that! lol) And lack of motivation. And I can barely eat. I just feel "bla".
I have to schedule myself when I can do m - can't be just any day. I have to make sure I'm not doing anything important the next day, lol.
I dunno how people are perfectly fine the next day!!!

I'm jealous hah
Oh forgot to say
My bf says I come down harder (get sad, depressed, unmotivated) because I am naturally happy. So I have a lot of serotonin and it disappearing is just not normal at all. And other people (like him) do not have as much and so he loses less than I do. That might also explain why I am crazy happy on m (I know it helps make you happy and all but everyone is impressed at my happiness and lovey-ness)