Well ive been studying it all for the past two years, mostly full time, as I have my own business that runs itself. I suddenly "awakened" one day had this random strange feeling to google the words "hidden knowledge" and it instantly started my on my path of collecting all this information, finding out the facts behind all the illusions and somehow i had interest for something i never really cared about before.
I have since learn this awakening scenario is a common big thing these days since souls sent into the incarnation cycle here are not able to retain memories due to the veil rules in place so an awakening of some kind is arranged to get you started on your actual purpose for this lifetime, if thats necessary for you specifically. That can be anything, even this email for somebody reading it.
So for the past two years ive been studying, researching, analysing to try and determine facts from fiction (tough in this area for sure but you try your best to compare opinions and use common sense and feedback etc to figure things out) and most importantly working on practical things to improve my self spiritually and prove these ideas to myself directly.
For example you can tell that certain ideas must have legitimacy to them when thousands of people are members of a website related to that idea and report back actual experiences and information.
The magical training book i mention later is also very popular and has forums dedicated to it with many people reporting actual results, discussing techniques and issues etc, with the people being aliens thing, there are many websites with thousands of members reporting awakenings and information, memories coming back etc and agreeing on general ideas, so in this way you can investigate things you cannot possibly yet prove and try work out the entire picture, because it will never been anywhere all in one place, you need to put the pieces together for yourself, because that process is how you will actually create the belief and trust I the final conclusion because your logical careful research has resulted in the conclusion.
I mean this email sounds insane but if you go through the process i have, its proves to be far more legit then stories about the devil, heaven and hell and I have absolute faith and belief in everything i say due to having made a structured calculated effort to figure it all out. The stuff im talking about in fact has far more proof and feedback out there to lend it credit then even your biggest religions.
The thing with most of this stuff is that its all out there in the open but the information protects itself automatically by not being taken seriously. We are brought up and lead to believe in certain things, ingrained with what society sees as acceptable and therefore automatically disregard different ideas about things.
An example? Yes, gnomes actually exist, 4th dimensional earth elemental beings, there is one for each of the 4 elements, water elemental might be what mermaids stories came from, we used to interact freely but no longer for many reasons. Sounds crazy but thats my point. In our current time the real truths have become stories and myths and fantasy for movies and books or crazy occultists who are all demon worshipers which is exactly what the negative beings in control want to you think. Fear of the unknown, being tricked, making a mistake, being seen as a fool, all manufactured to keep us doing what we are supposed to do and never questioning anything.
And i have to say this quick, people are such sheep these days, they don't question anything anymore, just do what they are told or what they have been taught to be correct. Example? Why do we wash our hands after going to the bathroom? Because we are taught to do that. Because in those times diseases where spread that way and cures where sparse, it was needed to save lives.
In fact dirt and germs are good for you by strengthening the immune system and also urine does not contain any germs, so there is no logical reason for this social habit, but people dont even question these things, they just do them blindly (ok my facts may not be 100% correct but its an example). Why do people hate rats? Because they were learnt to be feared as they spread the plague back then, but the fear remains, with no more logic behind it.
I get the logic of learning how things work and doing them but at least question everything and dont just do things because thats what you where taught. You would be surprised about how much silly things we do for no reason at all. Its a useful thought exercise to implement in daily life at least.
We have all seen the matrix? Thats what we are in now in concept. I have heard from reliable sources that the script for the matrix was actually provided to the writers from higher level beings (obviously as inspiration unknowing to them) to create something popular that would instill the idea in people that everything may not be what it seems, that its all just an illusion. Things like that are being done all the time to get us to wake up because we can only save ourselves, nobody is allowed to step in directly as this is a "free will" universe, as explained below.
For example i discovered that most ideas and religions etc are actually real to some extent, there is no one true anything. Everything is the same and has some truth to it, the problem is most commonly accepted ideas and faiths are never the full story, bits are left out by human influence, information deemed to dangerous for the common man or meant to instill fear and allow control of the masses.
For example. all the religions are dealing with the same "god" (actually just certain spirital beings), Jesus existed but was a high level being called Lord Sananda sent to teach things here and not some kind of god, his teachings where used to start a religion which was not his purpose.
He was actually a hermetic "magician" which accounts for the miracles, and these abilities are possible for all of us, with some training (5 to 10 years anybody can literally do anything jesus did). But that info was left out for obvious reasons.
There is no god, there is the prime creator of this universe, which i guess would be god, but there are many other spiritual beings that would be considered gods to us but nowhere near prime creator level, and many universes with other prime creators and different conceptual laws. This universe is a free will concept universe, its the core rule and why we have problem situations like this planet.
There are issues here but the prime creator cannot step in because its a free will universe so thats why aliens dont land and god doesn't appear and fix everything, because that would override the free will of us here and breaking the free will rule causes karma debt and karma debt needs to be paid back, usually over many lifetimes. We can only save ourselves as our free will must be respected even if we use it very badly.
The gods in the bible where simply high level spiritual beings with different agendas (goodies and badies) and the same god is often attributed to many different beings and events in the bible.
When you actually start to consider other possibilities and "awaken" to the idea, keep an open mind, you will be amazed at what you can find out. Real magic exists, as in create objects out thin air, aliens, other planets, different dimensions, time travel, things you cant possibly even imagine yet.
Ive done many practical tests so far and its proven to me that im on the right track and not just going mad or something, astral travel almost daily now, had visions and messages about my true identity and origins, created real alchemical products which have worked.
The story of when moses melted the statue of baal, made bread with it and fed it to the people, sounds nuts but its all real, creating gold is not the goal of alchemy, thats an intentional mislead to send the greedy down the wrong path.
Gold is actually used as a source material in real alchemy to create elixirs that accelerate spiritual progression, open up abilities or for general magical purposes etc. All metals, elements, and pretty much any physical matter can be used via alchemy to unlock the energy behind it to be used for whatever purpose. Everything is simply energy that seems solid. An atom is hollow.
Gold is the most powerful condenser of subtle energy and therefore the most ideal to use. And now you know why the negative powers that be use gold for currency, stockpile it and lock it away in vaults. It has actual value far beyond simple a backing for a corrupt monetary system, the the right hands.
"Magic" is a spiritual ability every human possesses that allows the manipulation of subtle energy (which physical matter is made up of) through the mind. Why nobody is doing crazy magical things all the time is that concentration and visualisation skills are required, on a level that can take years to obtain through practice for a normal person, but yes there are many people, thousands that can do things jesus did and more alive right now all over the place, and you would never hear about them (for many reasons a well, when you get to that level you see its not something you would use for personal gain or showinf off).
But in theory you should be able to visualize an apple and it will appear out of thin air. You just need to learn how.
Thats why those law of attraction things work to some extent, like that movie the secret. At our current level we are still having a major influence over i lives through our thoughts. You will manifest what you focus on, which is why bad things often always happen to negative people. When you focus on an idea or visualize something for longer then a minute, you are actually imprinting subtle energy around you with that goal and it will attempt to go out and make it happen. To explain it really simply obviously.
We are all doing "magic" every day without knowing it which is why its critical to learn to control your thoughts, attitude and what you focus on or visualize. Simply changing your attitude can therefore have real impact on your life and future, which is why the first step in magical training is thought control->mastery.
My main goal now is studying hermetics, which is basically the original genuine spiritual path untainted with religious dogma and corruption which where implemented as control mechanisms in mainstream religion as well as genuine concerns over misuse of certain information. Most faiths originated and where derived from hermetics at some level, its the oldest spiritual path known, and therefore the most untainted.
Check out a practical course called Initiation into Hermetics by Branz Bardon. He was a famous early 1900's hermetic adept so its modern training, easy to understand. He was eventually imprisoned and killed along with many genuine "occult" adepts at the time along with those who refused to assist the nazi regime through their abilities (yeah hitler new how things really worked, and why he was so successful for much longer then he should have been). Why would a powerful magician allow himself to get killed? Why was jesus crucified (well he wasnt but the truth behind that is a story for another day). Because thats all part of the greater plan whatever that is.
Its not just info but actual training to develop genuine spiritual and "magical" abilities that would be considered miracles we all have access to but do not currently know how to use. Watch dynamo magician impossible tv show for an example of what is possible once adept on this path. Based on watching him i am convinced he is an adept because of how the things he does and they way he does them matches up exactly with the training how how it all works. Of course he would never admit hes anything but an illusionist.
This lifetime is so miniscule, people with the know how and access to their real selves are thinking in terms of thousands of years and many lifetimes all over the place to achieve some goal, one death is a millisecond in the greater scheme of our actual true higher self being. You will shit yourself when you find out who you truely are, what you are, the personality and ego that you have now is perhaps 0.5% of your full self incarnated physically for a specific purpose, as no more then that is able to incarnate physically.
And you have done it here and elsewhere thousands of times, though the situation here is probably the most difficult we have had to deal with but thats a big story. 3d life here is literally hell compared to what we are used to, which is why we need to forget, else we couldnt function here, it would be to difficult. Ive heard stories of people regaining their memories of lives elsewhere and its almost destroyed them. The concepts of disease, war, suffering etc are all completely foreign throughout the rest of the universe. One guy was so distraught at seeing a person in a wheelchair, he simply wanted to return home and forget the mission. The major thing is that all the tech for free energy, healing all illness etc etc is all available but suppressed.
Its a quarantine planet with an unseen war in the background between 15 powerful negative beings trying to retain control of the planet (many thousands of years now, as the planet has special abilities making it a target) and all our origin sister planets fighting back, and us in the middle playing some part we cant currently comprehend in this physical body and loss of memory.
Its pretty exciting shit when you realize what you are capable of and whats been hidden from you and everybody else for so long. The reasons for this are complicated and not really important.
Of course its my own research and conclusions but I have worked professionally in research and analysis and feel ive got it mostly right. What was important to realize was that nothing was to be left out and not considered or incorporated into the overall truth, everything has some truth to it and it all fits into the greater picture, aliens, spirituality, god like beings, magic, its all one in the same and when you see the pieces fit it makes perfect sense and you just know, trough intuition that its the truth, which is all you really have to go on, and intuition is a spiritual ability we all have, that gut feeling, its how our higher greater selves guide us.
That has to guide you in seeking the truth with these types of things.
Shit that was long, there is just so much info, its awesome, i could go on forever.