Paulycodone
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Hi KN, I hope you're feeling better and enjoying 2011!! I've still got 1 hour of 2010 left here in So Cali lol
Happy new year everybody!!
Happy new year everybody!!
i felt exactly like that quote Leo said in basketball diaries as im sure you did, "Your nose is running, your stomach cramps, your legs feel like they've just played 6 straight games on top of eachother, and the voice is always there in the back of your head 'Just one more time, then we'll stop'"
happy new years to you too pauly! yes 2011 is so far treating me better being on day 7.
damn anjalmaya, thats some serious stuff. honestly i actually was thinking the same thing on day 2 and wanting to say fuck it and go to the ER because i couldnt take it anymore. I wanted to get benzos but couldnt get any either let alone get up and take a drive. The thought came to my mind about doing coke since it was always my right hand man after heroin but that quickly faded and feared it would make matters worse. i felt exactly like that quote Leo said in basketball diaries as im sure you did, "Your nose is running, your stomach cramps, your legs feel like they've just played 6 straight games on top of eachother, and the voice is always there in the back of your head 'Just one more time, then we'll stop'"
im about to have to quit as well...so this thread has been very helpful....thanks for all the avice everyone even though it was not targeted towards me.
i have tried to quit before but it sucked too much so i always relapse. i cant wait to try the liperamide or whatever...hopefully everyone is right and it helps a lot!!
Heroin isn't taken lightly in most places around the globe, lol.
Edit: oh as far as rehab goes, unfortunately since I got busted with heroin over the summer, it looks like the courts will most likely mandate me to rehab/treatment court which I guess is best for me anyways rather than having an A misdemnor on my record. Heroin is something they don't take lightly here on Long Island, NY anyways :/
I was thinking that, that it would only extend the withdrawal. I'm not gonna be taking any opiates but the question did pop up. Theraflu actually would help in this case!? Ah I also figured out about the loperamide but thought there might be a higher dose per tablet yoou guys were talking about. Well I still can't believe I got through the first 2 days which were hell and it isn't over yet, but I'm gonna keep at this. Thanks again for the support.
Wow tommyboy thats crazy youre in Nassau too. I know about TASC and drug court and all the phases and all that BS. they gave me an offer to do "debriefing" which is ratting out where i got everything and all that crap and itll get dropped to a B misdemenor instead. Im not even considering that shit, hell no. They make it so you can go through all this legal stuff as difficult and frustrating as possible..
if the muscle cramps get to bad and your in megga pain sit in the bath then start running the hot tap (you must sit in bath before you run water or you will not be able to get into it) run just hot tap and close any windows, run water till above thigh hight and run the water as hot as you can! you may need to add sum cold along the way cas sum times its just to hot to bear, try an withstand the pain of the heat for atleast 15 - 20 mins, if your skin is not red raw when your in the bath then you aint got it hot enoth. when you can not withstand the heat no longer pull plug and just sit in bath for bout 20 mins till your body re- cimatises cas if you jump strait out your just gonna dry your self then pour sweat an be soaked again. This will stop the muscle cramps for quite awhile, used to do this all the time when w/d real bad. cas if you aint got no drugs to ease the pain this is a god send.
I have a question:I would get a hold of some loperamide if you haven't already and some benzos if you can, or something to help you sleep.
I'm sorry nobody got to you quicker, but if you're still curious, it's the bupe. Stuff has a strong affinity to opiod receptors. Even if you got something out of that .1 (I dont sww how but I'm assuming you'll know) you'd still have a decent amount of bupe in your system today (friday).I have a question:
I've been using H for a week, half a gram every 2-3 days. Took a bupe yesterday and did a .1 after that around 10:30 a.m.
I feel fine, great actually. Because I used for short time in small amounts is it possible to only withdrawal for 1 day?