Right now I am high on poppies, 45mg hydrocodone, 75mg diphenhydramine, 1.2g gabapentin, and 6ml 2-methyl-2-butanol. I'll enjoy my high for a little while, then go to bed. I need to get up earlier tomorrow. I've been staying up until between 4 and 6 AM and sleeping all day the last few days. I have at least 1,000lb of motherboards to take to Dallas where I can get $1.65/lb for them, along with lots of other computer scrap that should sell for a similar price. I just have to finish dismantling the junk. This will give me plenty of drug money. I just wish I had known sooner that those old motherboards were worth something. I've thrown hundreds of pounds of them away in the past.
The morning glory experience/ordeal:
I'm not sure whether or not my blood pressure was high from the morning glory seeds. When I tried to stand, I became lightheaded. My head was really throbbing much of the time until I got things under control. I used nitroglycerin to lower my blood pressure during a MDPV smoking binge, and that resulted in the same kind of throbbing headache I got from the MG seeds. Nitroglycerin is a vasodilator. Vasodilation is one of the symptoms of a serious allergic reaction, and causes lower blood pressure. Lightheadedness when standing is a symptom of low blood pressure. I don't know if it is a typical symptom of severely high blood pressure or not. It is a possibility that I was actually experiencing low blood pressure and vasodilation, as I had facial swelling, sinus problems, and severe itching; also symptoms of an allergic reaction. I was starting to have chest pain when my heart was beating so fast. I would have called an ambulance if my heart rate hadn't come down and the other symptoms improve pretty quickly with my self treatment. It was awful. I thought I might die, and I wasn't tripping either, so it wasn't the same as the thoughts of impending death that sometimes come from psychedelic use. I was just barely feeling a change in consciousness as this was happening.
I'm not sure how accurate the temperature readings were. I could not take my temperature by mouth because I could not breathe at all through my nose. I didn't think taking it up the ass would give an accurate reading either, because I had just stuck a suppository up there. What I did was stick the thermometer to my forehead and fold the skin around it to get those readings. It was my head and face that felt the hottest, so my actual body temperature may have been lower. I suppose it could have also been higher since that is not a generally accepted method of measuring body temperature.
I don't really know what happened. I think it was some kind of allergic reaction. I had a similar reaction to HBWR seeds last time, in combination with MDMA. I had the sinus problems but none of the other trouble the time before that on just HBWR seeds. Prior to that, it was just the nausea and GI side effects you'd expect from the seeds.
I just know I can't use them any more. I'm seriously afraid I could have a lethal reaction next time if I were to try again. It's really too bad, because my best, most memorable trips were had with HBWR seeds. Now it seems I have developed an allergy to something contained in both HBWR and MG seeds. I didn't realize until doing some reading on the subject that someone could develop an allergy to something after being exposed multiple times without trouble, but it seems that it is possible. I do not know if the active ingredients are the cause of the problem or not. I may be foolish enough to try rivea corymbosa seed at some point to see if they cause any trouble. If I do, I will definitely start at a low dose. The effects I experienced from those MG seeds were hellish and purely physical. I did not trip. At most there was a threshold psychedelic effect, probably because of the prochlorperazine(antipsychotic). I could feel myself coming up prior to using that.
I just sniffed a bunch of freddy beach mescaline, haha, its a 1:2 mix of pure pcp (Green paste pcp that im sure 99% of canadians here have had) and icing sugar, lol
Its awsum if you know wtf it is cuz weight by weight its cheaper then buying raw pcp (.3 of pcp in mescaline mix costs same as .2 raw)
Damn, when will I ever get PCP? I wish like hell I knew where to find it. I'd almost be willing to sell my soul for some of that, if I have one to sell.