curvygal19
Bluelighter
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- Mar 27, 2009
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Interesting discussion guys about MDMA losing it's magic. Why do you think this happens?
I resisted the party invites and MDMA for a long time as I was the only one of us into sports but one day felt a bit low and said I will come with you tonight.
Took MDMA for the first time and as I was coming up I knew I was going to love it. Came out of my shell and felt a happiness I had never felt before.
Trouble was in my ignorance I felt the need to take it every week, Friday, Saturday and often Sunday. I was just as happy at a club as I was on my own at home.
Most of my friends sensibly only did this every 3 or 4 weeks and smoked weed in between.
I never did like weed though.
After about 18 months I was just getting wired with no euphoria.
Then I was getting next to nothing off pills or powder but my mates were getting good effects so I realised I had damaged something, I assume Serotonin receptors?
Although I do not get depressed generally in life and can see no lasting effects.
I really miss the rush and euphoria and want to experience it again.
I hope Methylone can give me even 25% of the feelings MDMA gave me, that would make me satisfied.
I resisted the party invites and MDMA for a long time as I was the only one of us into sports but one day felt a bit low and said I will come with you tonight.
Took MDMA for the first time and as I was coming up I knew I was going to love it. Came out of my shell and felt a happiness I had never felt before.
Trouble was in my ignorance I felt the need to take it every week, Friday, Saturday and often Sunday. I was just as happy at a club as I was on my own at home.
Most of my friends sensibly only did this every 3 or 4 weeks and smoked weed in between.
I never did like weed though.
After about 18 months I was just getting wired with no euphoria.
Then I was getting next to nothing off pills or powder but my mates were getting good effects so I realised I had damaged something, I assume Serotonin receptors?
Although I do not get depressed generally in life and can see no lasting effects.
I really miss the rush and euphoria and want to experience it again.
I hope Methylone can give me even 25% of the feelings MDMA gave me, that would make me satisfied.