I rolled a few weeks ago for the first time in years, (unless you count the 6 or 7 times I did methylone last summer) and it did not disappoint.
The first time I rolled was over 4 years ago. For the first time ever I felt like I had really made a connection with another person and wound up dating the girl for 18 months. I thought the experience was so amazing that I spaced out my rolls, for fear of losing the magic. I figured if I could feel that way even a few more times throughout my life, it would make life completely worth living.
Our relationship ended when she slept around with several other people while they were rolling, and for the longest time I hated the drug, and held it responsible for falling in love, and the break up.
My most recent roll was defiantly amazing and eye opening, and it certainly didn't occur to me to think that perhaps that E had lost its magic, I came to this forum to look for thoughts on the subject after being surprised to read that alexander shulgin said that it loses its magic after the first few times and I really had to think about it to try to see how the first few times would be better.
I just think the whole experience of falling in love like that, so innocently and so open, is an experience that simply cannot be repeated. Not simply by just taking a pill, anyways.
I think the most likely scenario for the argument is that the group that says that it loses its magic, are jaded, and compare experiences, and the group that says it doesnt, and especially the one crazy guy who says it gets better, don't compare experiences. Who knows, maybe they are in denial, but really the psychology of people, and their reasons for taking drugs vary a lot.
What I do know is if I went into my last roll hoping for it to be like my first time, I would have been horribly disappointed, in fact, I think part of the reason it was so good was because of my last few bad rolls I didn't really expect much from it. Not because the experience wasn't good, it was, I just think going into it hoping for something in the past takes you out of the moment, and is a bad mindset to have when taking any drug or doing anything really.
I think that it's a bit of an emotionally charged argument as well, because what a horrible thought to think that the happiest you'll ever be is in the past and there's nothing you can ever do to ever feel like that again. That's what bothers me, and I've gotten so pissed off at myself for spending all my time thinking about the past, reminiscing, it's a shitty ass attitude and way to live, and thats all I have to say about that.