You would be kidding yourself. 8)
The next step for you is to delude yourself that withdrawal from heroin is going to be as simple as a comedown from MDMA or speed. (After all you will say, I have taken so many drugs, heroin can't be that much worse now can it?)
Right after that delusion, you will convince yourself that daily use is not a problem. You have the money, and besides heroin makes you work harder, and makes you a god in bed.
One month later you will decide to stop using because you remember that this substance is addictive but are not sure what that really means. You will go through what you think is withdrawal and you will feel like shit, but not too bad. So you will convince yourself that this is as bad a withdrawal gets, and take up daily use again...
It is now that you are buggered... and so history repeats.
Please understand that heroin addiction is a life affliction. Once you get hooked, you are stuck for life. You may not always be physically addicted, but you will psychologically addicted, which is much worse.
If you want some good reasons not to do heroin, head over to the Dark Side Forum.
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remember, Heroin is almost godly, use it once you will think about it for months, its that addictive, give in to addiction, you go down a dark path which can kill you.
Sustanon how many days over the last year have you gone without any sort of opiate? I know you do codeine on a regular basis, from memory about twice a week.
If you remove you codeine use from the equation, picture yourself two or three weeks down the track. What do you think you'll be thinking about on the upcoming saturday night where you usually enjoy a quiet nodd?
The reason the addiction isnt fully realised is because your masking it with other opiates. These opiates are acting to supress that nasty nagging "addiction switch" thats controlling your usuage. As soon as you have at least two weeks off all opiates, you'll realise how loud that "nagging voice" starts to become telling you to do opiates in order to switch off again.. and if you think thats bad, wait until you start to panick because its completely consumed your train of thought.. And how long do you think it will take for this voice to fade? A few years is being conservative, most would say that a strong opiate addiction is with you for life.
The longest break ive had was 2 weeks. Twice a week has increased to 4 times a week now LOL but thats because i have nothing better to do. I always try to keep myself occupied with something and i am always changing it around. I go through phases.
One time i mite be clean for months n focus on being healthy and gym then mite be hittin the stims n partying hard or other times id just chill at home on opies or trips. I think the problem with majority of the people here is that they tend to stick to one drug or another. I know which 2 substances u love to abuse I dont know if im just different, i get pretty bored and sick of things easy so i need to make changes. When i had a gf she was keeping me out of trouble as well. Now im focusing on my gym and staying healthy. Just started my LEGAL supplement stack as well
There is a massive difference between recreation/addiction/dependency. Just need to know where to draw the line. U could say im roughly heading half way in between but im pretty sure i can do without it if something else would come around whether they are different class drugs (MDMA) hehe, a new gf or something else to keep me occupied. Im using all this crap because of pure boredom and nothing else. I see where u are coming from though and am very happy for u the way u have managed to stop abusing all those things. So tell me what are u doing to keep off everything? I find keeping urself occupied is very important and then u wont even have time to think about drug use.
dude. four times a week is beginning to get serious. Is this how often you use opiates or just any drug?
it might be a good idea to take a step back and reassess things. its better to quit whilst your ahead.
yes please be careful.i would wait weeks between each hit and then recently overdosed by accident,and my mum found me lifeless in my bed 2 months ago.i was in a coma in hospital for 3 days and lost my ability to walk.my heart valves were enlarged and bleeding,my kidney failing,my liver failing and i had phenomia.plus my blood wouldnt clot anymore.i waited 2 weeks out of getting out of hospital before continuing injecting again.and way more regularly now.i did three days in a row last week.plus started snorting instead cuz im having way too much trouble hitting a good vein these days.please be careful! heroin CAN kill you no matter how careful you are!