when I kicked methadone I grabbed a bunch of HGH , and aqua test (testosterone suspension, 3 IM shots a day, not nice but when you can't sit around for an ester....). I was on I believe 220mg , at 180 ? or around that area I started suspension, next day I walked out of the clinic and was a punk ass kid about it...
Now here's what I know, HGH absolutely speeds withdrawals up, testosterone in any form will produce a better feeling of well being and confidence - draw back esp in my shoes, I have real rotten ptsd. If you suffer from any mental condition, I recommend never juicing (mind you I will never take this advice and never stop). But here are the logistics behind why I recommend stopping anything anabolic in this case test: simplest way to go is that any opiate / opoid + steroids = stroke. I've seen it happen at 24, 32, and week and half ago my boy died in the gym ... I didn't even bring it up here cuz honestly im so fucking sick of death and i handle it like shit.
Let everything clear you out , if you can HGH I highly recommend or a growth hormone releasing peptide like GHRP2 which is perfectly legal and cheap (gives you around 3ius at 300mcg everyday) substitute for HGH.
HGH duplicates cells , sure most people have heard this - but I know at least 4 opiate addictions / past addicts who now swear on peptides for recovery purpose, i can also tell you this, steroids are no bullshit. If you are under 21 as a man, I wouldn't recommend using anything yet as it CAN (mind you doesn't always I was 14 when football introduced me to steroids) close your growth plates.
I'm in post acute withdrawal right now, the SECOND I can go back to the gym I'll be on
week - 1.35 grams of supertest450 (more potent sustanon)
week - 400mg of tren enth
everyday 25mg of dianabol.
everyday insulin , HGH 4ius , GHRP2 300mcg , IGF1LR3 50mcg - peptides never stop cept GH after bout 9 months the carpel tunnel is too much.
these three compounds have always given me a sense of well being. Tren makes me aggressive and dianabol, well I respond best mentally and physically to the compound. Shame because my liver ALT values are around 600-900 when I run it for 4 weeks. I'll switch things up to test cyp at 800mg a week and masteron/prop/tren blend 100mg / ml - 1cc every other day - 40mg of anavar (yup summer cycle). Why bother writing this all out - because seriously this keeps me that less tempted to touch heroin. I'm not a saint, but I think twice big time, people who love me, those I love, and my body is in a place that it cannot handle it frankly.
I have hundreds of different work out charts I've made, also nutrition guides, if you want to plan something out I'll gladly help - I can advise in regards to steroids and I will rest assured that I have 8 years, 6 of which I moderated with juice. My best advice is not too touch it frankly. But if you would like too - please contact me - are a chemist / science guy in these regards bro ??