Geee this stuff is perplexing.. Don't want to go on any benders now. But this stuff feels so good.. It's just that it's late and I need to sleep and I'm wondering "Is this the new 'Substance-D?' ... ... ...." But then I feel happy about everything and when I stand up, yeah I wobble a bit but it's like I shoot up ready for action but first.... Figure out which room you're in and how many multiple tasks are you running around trying to accomplish and why is it so easy to do this and chill out and type on the internet about it and laugh the whole time when I'm so used to paranoia being ugly and painful. The Morning After should tell.. from the reports I've seen, the nice afterglow should be of worth... I just need to decide... OK.. No more of this substace-p... WHATEVER!.. just finish up some tasks in the living room. Now go back to the middle room and figure that shit out. Go grab some more water and let's call it a night.
NOTE TO SELF "If you ever catch yourself chatting to yourself over an internet bulletin board forum, you're pretty fucking looney dude."
But with alll that to consider... if you end up reading this while you're on the stuff... HAVE FUN!
It's just that easy... I remember tripping balls for hours on LSD having the worst time of my life with too much information to handle and not enough leverage as a persona to identify with and now I don't have to worry about any of that self-loathing bullshit. Just look at it as you being reborn into who you really are RIGHT NOW. I think that's what all the clips of people laughing uncontrollably on illy are about. The non-inhibition to go haywire on all the possibilities you could have been doing with your life up until this one moment, which, btw, is the most hilarious thing you'll experience.
It's a warm glowing fire and you're really close to it and the tribe is here to support you from memories of childhood to the grave and beyond. It's just funny how much stuff is all tangled inbetween -SPACE-
I should go work on those drives in the living room now and then the video project and come back and go to sleep.
Hope all fares well with the world wherever it spins forever.