so i have a psychotic appointment tomorrow, and im wondering...
since first time i came into his office he proceeded to shove vyvanse into my mouth (the pamphlets, not the pills. they say the pamphlets are secretly coated with amphetamine transdermal coating..and...) but when i saw that LIS i mistook it for like a l, as in a levo, and thought...this is like l-amp, so i declined and we agreed on trusty dextrostat. so now im thinking...dextrostat is addictive, let's not joke. maybe i can switch to vyvanse and like....all my addiction shall be over?
that is to say i am addicted to amp, but when 2 days pass without me taking it, i suddenly become happy pappy without them.....this stuff...well..anything XR, seems promising. xanax XR changed my life....effexor became XR and i became XTRA generic in my personality at once....ambien went XR..but well, that one we divide up and use the IR portion (we being the collective we, as in we but not I necessarily)...everything will be XR in the future.
Personality XR.
so should i go from 40ish QD dex tolerance to 80mg vyvanse (amFETAmine)/? my insurance has some sort of personal thing going on with Shire....the CEOs must be fucking each other satisfactorily and with much pleasure since the preferred drug list covers ALL shire meds, but it doesn't cover generic librium.....
go figure, as Linda would say.
so advise? forum? quorum?