That is the only way we have to honor a life that ended. But it is a beautiful way and in my heart of hearts I do believe it counts for something in a universe where no one is counting.
11 years ago on this night, you went to bed and never woke up. It still hurts, but i think I'm finally out of tears.
Never did i ever think I'd end up as a CEP mod, its something you would have inevitably become though, so I've taken the role in your honor. Every post i make in there, i carry your voice and speak the words you can't.
Too often i still think about putting an end to this shitty life, because it's so empty without you.