CocoaBandit
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 24, 2015
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- 16
Hey guys,
Long long time watcher of this site, but I've finally signed up. I feel like my issue is so minute compared to others on here, but I just need to talk to people who understand!
From when I started drinking I was the worst. I was always the one who had an accidents, did something wrong, passed out, overdid it, whatever! Eventually I ended up in a real bad way in hospital at the end of 2013, this was a real wake up call for me. I totally turned my life around and spent a year sober. This year I started drinking again. At first I thought it was okay and I was just having a pint or two with friends, but as the year has gone on I have fallen deeper and deeper into the way I used to be and I just can't stand it. It's reached the point now where I have started damaging friendships and last night I did some coke as well so it's just gone too far. I desperately want to go back to being sober, but I'm finding it really hard. I have running which keeps me focussed a lot of the time, but could any of you share with me how you get through the first month? After that I think I'll be okay, but I don't see how I can stop unless I isolate myself and that doesn't feel like a great idea either.
Thanks for listening. Peace x
Long long time watcher of this site, but I've finally signed up. I feel like my issue is so minute compared to others on here, but I just need to talk to people who understand!
From when I started drinking I was the worst. I was always the one who had an accidents, did something wrong, passed out, overdid it, whatever! Eventually I ended up in a real bad way in hospital at the end of 2013, this was a real wake up call for me. I totally turned my life around and spent a year sober. This year I started drinking again. At first I thought it was okay and I was just having a pint or two with friends, but as the year has gone on I have fallen deeper and deeper into the way I used to be and I just can't stand it. It's reached the point now where I have started damaging friendships and last night I did some coke as well so it's just gone too far. I desperately want to go back to being sober, but I'm finding it really hard. I have running which keeps me focussed a lot of the time, but could any of you share with me how you get through the first month? After that I think I'll be okay, but I don't see how I can stop unless I isolate myself and that doesn't feel like a great idea either.
Thanks for listening. Peace x