kanyeknievel
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Okay so lets go back..
Ive been on Suboxone between 2-9mg a day everyday for about 6 months or 5 months not sure.
I was clean for about...idk 15weeks or so then i did 2 30s then i was clean for like 5 more weeks did opana then i was clean for like 6 or 7 weeks until this past Tues. On Tuesday I got a 75 and a 50 Fentanyl patch with I have been putting in on and off and putting some in my mouth and not and havent used it all in one day and I know its suppose to last 3 days so i kept putting them on and off as days went by.
Then Friday came along and I havent taken my suboxone and I figured my fents were basically done so I took about like 2mg or less of my sub and went to work. Then at work someone asked me if i wanted 5 bags of D, i said sure since I had Fent patches on me and summer was about over and it would be my last bender... soo what ended up happening was I took all fent I had i put them on my and in my mouth, every one that I had and I got 4 more bags I ended up doing about 6 that night and had 2 left for Saturday.
Saturday comes along and I have two bags left and the fent patches left and still on me... I am always like this and I cant just have 2 bags and not want more so I asked and i got 5 more and I did the 7 bags and kept hte patches on me and then I went to sleep and slept the whole night and slept the rest of Sunday. I THOUGHT that I took ALL of the fentanyl patches OFF of me before I went to sleep on Saturday night, so that when I got up on Sunday I could just take my Subuxone and I would be fine.. BUT i woke up to rrealize there was still a little bit on my chest, not sure how much was on it or how much was going on me but I know doing suboxone AFTER an opaite will put you into precipiated WD? so I did my suboxone and i just felt really achey and shitty the 6 or so hours I was up and it was very familar to but cause I knew what withdrawal was like and that was what it was like...
I made sure all the patches were off of me and then I did the sub and took the patch off and took kpins and xanax and smoked to sleep, i slept but it was uncomfortable and it was like a withdrawal sleep, you know where you sleep, but you dont sleep. It feels like u havent slept and uve been laying there but u actually have been sleeping.
And I didnt want to go to work today and i feel just out of it and groggy and kinda sweaty and hot and I have taken my Suboxone and have plenty of suboxone to take.. I dont know whats happening. The suboxone should make me feel fine, since the last time I did any opiates in snorting form was on Saturday night and the patch was on my Sunday night, but that was a few days old.
So what is happening? What should I do? Should I wait till later today to take more sub? Is there a chance that when I tore off the Fentanyl patches that the black gummy stuff stayed on and is still like putting fentanyl into me and when I took my sub its causing me to withdrawal that way? Ive done pills before then slept and taken sub and been fine before, this hasnt happened and it sucks. I feel bad for doing this in the first place.
But what should I do? Should I make sure all of that black stuff, that could be left over fent from being ripped off from the patch, is off of me and take my sub? Or should I continue to take more of my Sub, gradually little by little through-out today?
Thanks, if someone can explain whats happening that would be great. I just dont understand why I am withdrawaling, only reason i can think is from that one smaller patch was still on me and possibly the stuff left from the patches are still on me.
EDIT: Also I have a small bit of a fentanyl patch I just found, is there any use for this? Would taking suboxone now the putting that in my gums, mouth work and help me for today?
Ive been on Suboxone between 2-9mg a day everyday for about 6 months or 5 months not sure.
I was clean for about...idk 15weeks or so then i did 2 30s then i was clean for like 5 more weeks did opana then i was clean for like 6 or 7 weeks until this past Tues. On Tuesday I got a 75 and a 50 Fentanyl patch with I have been putting in on and off and putting some in my mouth and not and havent used it all in one day and I know its suppose to last 3 days so i kept putting them on and off as days went by.
Then Friday came along and I havent taken my suboxone and I figured my fents were basically done so I took about like 2mg or less of my sub and went to work. Then at work someone asked me if i wanted 5 bags of D, i said sure since I had Fent patches on me and summer was about over and it would be my last bender... soo what ended up happening was I took all fent I had i put them on my and in my mouth, every one that I had and I got 4 more bags I ended up doing about 6 that night and had 2 left for Saturday.
Saturday comes along and I have two bags left and the fent patches left and still on me... I am always like this and I cant just have 2 bags and not want more so I asked and i got 5 more and I did the 7 bags and kept hte patches on me and then I went to sleep and slept the whole night and slept the rest of Sunday. I THOUGHT that I took ALL of the fentanyl patches OFF of me before I went to sleep on Saturday night, so that when I got up on Sunday I could just take my Subuxone and I would be fine.. BUT i woke up to rrealize there was still a little bit on my chest, not sure how much was on it or how much was going on me but I know doing suboxone AFTER an opaite will put you into precipiated WD? so I did my suboxone and i just felt really achey and shitty the 6 or so hours I was up and it was very familar to but cause I knew what withdrawal was like and that was what it was like...
I made sure all the patches were off of me and then I did the sub and took the patch off and took kpins and xanax and smoked to sleep, i slept but it was uncomfortable and it was like a withdrawal sleep, you know where you sleep, but you dont sleep. It feels like u havent slept and uve been laying there but u actually have been sleeping.
And I didnt want to go to work today and i feel just out of it and groggy and kinda sweaty and hot and I have taken my Suboxone and have plenty of suboxone to take.. I dont know whats happening. The suboxone should make me feel fine, since the last time I did any opiates in snorting form was on Saturday night and the patch was on my Sunday night, but that was a few days old.
So what is happening? What should I do? Should I wait till later today to take more sub? Is there a chance that when I tore off the Fentanyl patches that the black gummy stuff stayed on and is still like putting fentanyl into me and when I took my sub its causing me to withdrawal that way? Ive done pills before then slept and taken sub and been fine before, this hasnt happened and it sucks. I feel bad for doing this in the first place.
But what should I do? Should I make sure all of that black stuff, that could be left over fent from being ripped off from the patch, is off of me and take my sub? Or should I continue to take more of my Sub, gradually little by little through-out today?
Thanks, if someone can explain whats happening that would be great. I just dont understand why I am withdrawaling, only reason i can think is from that one smaller patch was still on me and possibly the stuff left from the patches are still on me.
EDIT: Also I have a small bit of a fentanyl patch I just found, is there any use for this? Would taking suboxone now the putting that in my gums, mouth work and help me for today?
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