ok, sorry for the lack of info, I was kind of in a hurry when posting that. But ok, I had a 4 or 5 year opiate addiction, and got on suboxone, and ive been on suboxone for about 3 years give or take a lil, and id say my average dose over that time would be 1 - 1.5mg insuffilated, twice a day. One in the morning and one in the evening time. I stayed pretty close to that dose for most of those 3 years.
I didnt start at quite that high of a dose, but over time I unknowingly/unthinkingly replaced one addiction with another, and found myself relying on my subby to get through my days, as without it I would feel very depressed and just generally like shit. Not to mention the fact that ive been battling depression most of my life which im sure doesnt help matters.
Anyway, torward the end I did try to taper, although I didnt have much subby to do a proper taper. I started tapering when I had about 2 subs left, and during the last week of it I was able to taper down a good bit, down to about 2/3rds of my usual morning dose, and got my evening dose down to 1/4th the norm. And on the very last day I did just one single dose of about 1/2 what I normally do.
Tried to plan ahead and maybe substitute the subs for a low dosage of something else to help keep the wd's at bay - enter the new crap op's into the picture
So the next day - 60mg, felt nice, and of course kept the wd's away. I was actually a bit mad at myself because I thought to myself that I could have stayed at a lower dose and been able to save more for later. I want to quit bad enough that I just want to take enough to get thru the tough part, not to get high.
Thing is that night when the oxy started to wear off, I felt wd's creeping up on me, I was able to fall asleep but kept waking up over and over and over all thruout the night, had some VERY bad shaky legs going on, couldnt keep still, and was sweating pretty bad. Woke up again and got up, and was in a full out sweatfest and felt like I was in a icebox.
I was thinking damn... I really want to try to stick to one oxy dose a day, but it doesnt seem to be cutting it. 2nd day, only took 40mg's, worked fine, but had to dose again with 20mg's to keep the bad feeling from coming on again.
And I dont know why, but it seems that my stomach acid's have always been very strong, and knowing this from prior experience I figured the op's wouldnt be so bad, and I was right. They are nearly as strong for me as a ir dose of the same amount, and only last about double the length of time an ir dose would.
Stuff also seems to clear from my system at the absolute quickest of averages - I seem to be able to get full effects from full agonists after less than 24 hours after stopping subby dosages. I guess everyones different, but in all of my life's escapades, it does seem like I got lucky there. Also, out of all other opiates, I seem to be hypersensitive to codeine - I know it seems like bs, but it literally feels like I get somewhere between a 33-50% morphine return within my system from codeine. Its nuts, ive never heard of anyone else getting those type of effects from it.
So thats it, thats the story. Sorry its so long but I wanted to give as much info as possible. By the way, im just an average cat that just wants to get clean finally.... is any of this stuff that I shouldnt be talking about on here?
And I just want to know what to expect from my situation, and how long I should try to stretch the oxy out to beat the bad part of the wd's, yet not doing it long enough to get re addicted to the oxy. I imagine its a fine line...