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meth & pregant could i b?

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shangel

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wut up yall i started smoking meth 6 months ago n i m having some body issues i never experienced with crack, coke or pills or anything, i have a big bump on my nose and it looks nasty and my face has always been flawless, also i am late on my period like 12 days, but yet i feel cramping, i be high feeling hungry and tired, and also i used to never have a odor down there and i do now... i dnt like wuts goin on and i actually chose today to stop because i like my beauty and i dnt like funky stuff lol and if i am pregnant i dnt want to harm my baby, but really is this all because of smoking METH.. wtf thats gross maybe this drug is not for me.. so for the ones who know can u school me and let me know
 
All of these are typical side-effects of heavy amphetamine use (ie, acne and other facial blemishes, muscle cramping (even if localized), late period, smelly genitals from excess sweat production, etc.). Does anything in particular indicate that you're pregnant?

You need some sleep and to use less often for sure. You are beginning to experience negative health effects and appear to be getting paranoid about said effects.

Also, next time, please post this kind of topic in other drugs or basic drug discussion.

ebola
 
melange said:
if you are not a troll I feel truly sorry for you
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sweety u dnt need to feel sorry for me... hahahahahaaaa.. I am not tweeked out or a HEAD as we speak i am not smoking just because i might be pregnant, i takes care of mine... but i do know that i am to pretty to be having a nasty bump on my face and the body odor i have ya thats no bueno i am not a nasty woman so the expereince is not gud and before i become a fraking METH head i m cool cause i m not tryn to look ugly nor smell NASTY hahahhaaaaaa thx for your unneccessay pity mama but i got this under control, i feel sorry for the heads i been around and had to kick out my life now then i feel sorry for them cause they got n o where to live and are hungry for o nly meth... me i own a house i have a car i got kids and was only using to help my deppression but if i got to deal with these body side affects hahah i am good and trust i am not smoking ESPECIALly if i am pregant!!!!
 
ebola? said:
All of these are typical side-effects of heavy amphetamine use (ie, acne and other facial blemishes, muscle cramping (even if localized), late period, smelly genitals from excess sweat production, etc.). Does anything in particular indicate that you're pregnant?

You need some sleep and to use less often for sure. You are beginning to experience negative health effects and appear to be getting paranoid about said effects.

Also, next time, please post this kind of topic in other drugs or basic drug discussion.

ebola
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oh LORD, EBOLA... thx for your infomation but i do sense a little attitude first off this is my first time on this web, so my apologies if i offended anyone, second of all i only been smoking for 6 months, and as far as pregnancy, i never been late on my period, EVER.. even the little six months i been smoking... LOL second, this is why i am on here to get info from the EDUCATED PEOPLE LIKE EBOLA... but when i am high i still be hungry, and tired so ya that would be a sign of pregnancy along with a late PERIOD thats never happend in MY LIFE, and as far as getting sleep WHO R U TO JUDGE EBOLA, cause i actually do get sleep, i use this to help my depression which DUH is not the right thing to do but i AM ATLEAST trying to educate myself unlike HEADS or TWEAKS thats just dnt give 2 fucs abt how they look or smell.. i sleep every night as a matter of fact but of course someone like you to hear the word meth would automatically think the worse.. so yes i have had unprotected sex right after m y last period with my husband and now i m LATE and if that is the case i take wut ever precaution to make sure my baby is safe, UNLIKE HEADS that still will smoke.. i never m late and to be high and still hungry and fatigue during the day is odd and cramping in my stomach where my cervix is, and last night i had no pains until i pressed on my stomach to see if is hard but because i got a little jelly in my belly i really could not tell, maybe if i was a skinny twig i might be able to tell but ya i guess i be seeing the doctor where people are not so judgemental!!! SORRRY EBOLAAAAAAAA.. god bless everyone and stay positive and thank u for feedback i am greatful to hear all this info
 
Flexistentialist said:
Why don't you just get a pregnancy test and find out for sure?
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i actually m goin to go to planned parenthood i just was hoping that it was either stress or the meth so it could be cus i m scared abt the fact that i mite b pregnant but i have to LET GOD n stop fightin wuts reality
 
shangel said:
i actually m goin to go to planned parenthood i just was hoping that it was either stress or the meth so it could be cus i m scared abt the fact that i mite b pregnant but i have to LET GOD n stop fightin wuts reality
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You could pee on a stick today and find out for sure.

For what it's worth, your stream of consciousness posts don't sound at all like you've got it "under control" and it sounds like your use is taking a negative physical toll as well - now might be a good time to see a doctor about getting proper help for your depression whether or not you're pregnant.

The kids you already have are bound to have noticed the change in you over the last six months and so will everyone else eventually. If you'd seriously give up meth if you're pregnant, then why not give it up for the sake of the kids you already have?
 
The mere fact that you present all of these problems that meth use is causing you, yet you're still debating whether you should or not shows to us that you're lying to yourself that you have it under control. It's such a cliché but it's absolutely the truth in this case. You say you switched from crack and imply that you use responsibly but I've yet to meet anyone who uses crack responsibly. It's amazing to me that of all the problems addiction to meth poses, nevermind that you're caring for children while using meth and crack, and yet the effect on your physical appearance is the one that seems to bother you the most. Beauty inevitably fades, but your children hating the fact that you chose meth and crack over them will last forever.

Some here might disagree with me, but no primary caregiver/custodian of children should be using methamphetamine or crack recreationally. If you do have it under control like you say and you care at all about your kids you would STOP from all hard drugs immediately. Although less PHYSICALLY addictive than heroin and heroin is a more difficult drug to abstain from over the long term, Crack and meth interfere with a parent's ability to care for children much much more than any opiate. They effect judgement and sanity to an infinitely greater extent, users even those who are typically calm, are much more prone to violent bursts and when violent bursts occur they are much more extreme and the addiction is much more compulsive and impulsive causing users to engage in very extreme behavior in pursuit of more meth or crack. Even ignoring the behavioral and financial problems it causes, if CPS even gets a hint that you're doing meth your kids will be placed into foster care without hesitation. Please think about this for a second. If you do indeed have it under control, the STOP if you care at all about your kids. If you cannot stop then put them temporarily in the custody of one of their family members who is capable of taking care of children. What you are doing is playing russian roulette with your kids? Abuse and exploitation by foster parents is extremely common and to be taken away from your parent because the parent chose meth over them is a scar that often children never get over. As I said before, if you have the ability to stop on your own then do so. If not, then get some help.
 
this *has* to, *has* to be a troll. or at least that's what I'm going to tell myself to avoid the knowledge of this sad situation.
 
wow.. this is amazing... first off i never said i switchd from crack to meth.. you people are on ly hearing wut u want to read.. i stated i have done crack in the past which in my personal experience crack is much worse, i can honestly admit that the six months i was doing crack i was doing crazy stuff to get one more hit, so yes when i caught myself getting advance payday loans and etc is when i chose to not do crack b/c i refuse to be a crack head, n ow i am in a situation where yes someone has introduced me to meth, and beleive me the stuff and people i have seen on it thus far hahahaaaa is ridiculous, therefore i have chosen to remove myself from those people but continue to still use, i did not post to debate or to get stupid judgemental people on here to be sarcastic obviously u are narrowminded and probably very judgemental towards any person that does drugs, which i can def expect people like u!! but actually i have already stoppd smoking because tru indeed if i am pregnant i am not goin to damage by bundle of joy, and as far as lying to myself i really doubt it, first off is all about educating yourself which is wut i am doing, because i been only fucn wit this for 6 months and this creature lol on my nose is not cutting it, my face is flawless so if this thing on my nose is due to meth than ya i m cool on this drug.. i dnt recall crack doin this to me bac in 2006, and i love to roll and snort but i only do that when i am on party mode and tha shit never done this to me and i been doing cane for ten years and popping pills, of course on party modes, now let me advice u once again i been blessed with a stron mind and will b/c i can honeslty admit i was a alcoholic, when u go off and sneak liquor in your own and you pay bills there is a problem, duh that was me.. i caught myself before i let crack ruin me or my kids life, and as far as meth its a done dada i value my beauty and health way to much and the kind of people i hang around with will not tolerate a person on drugs therefore is why i am asking these questions because i refuse to loose great friends that have supported me thru so much in life and to go down this road, na i am cool, i dnt get cravings for the drug so thats gud i am not at that point y et, i can honeslty admit i did get cravings for crack when i was on that.. as far as meth i choose to do it b/c i can function alot better in my opinion appose to crack omg my kids had to be in bed for me to smoke that shit, and i've learned to eat and sleep of it and with crack omg that drug is no joke but it sure didnt affect my dam face lol so go ahead and find something else to judge me on because i dnt think someone that cares about there health or about the fact might be bearing a child or there kids would be a so called " TWEAKER, HEAD, STRUNG OUT" personthose kind of people would rather be homeless, just for a hit. thats n ot me. those kind of people dnt care abt their appearance, thats not me, those kind of people dnt work thats not me those kind of people dnt value friends or family and thats not me, those kind of people would probably even kill for a hit and that sho is not me, so before u get on here with ur smart ass sarcasm i wld really come a little bit more ginuine, and be more dam real. crack in my opinion is worse and i overcame that quick so METH please a piece of cake, my only downfall in life and i will admit to it was ALCOHOL thats my weakness but fucn drugs wow hahahaaaa, a joke i been hangin with people on 5 days binges on coke and pills and i will be the first one out of everybody to say hey guys my body cnt take this any more i will be in bed or i am goin home, so dnt get on here treating me like i am a fucn head, far from beyond that, and why dnt i pi on a stick because i rather go to a doctor which appt already set up by the way, and i very much take care of my kids, they are well fed, and i participate in school activities and i always get compliments every day about how beautiful i am so your comments on here do not wut soever hurt me cus u are only judging me of wut i choose to write!!! so thx and steps have already been taking for me to maintain OUR beatiful lives and now i do c that meth does affect ur skin and odor and ughhh that disgust me so i did my last bit a couple days ago and i am fine i am not even or should i say my body is not even tweaking or asking for more i just know this dam smell and bump off my nose better go away soon,, lol so no REVEREND that is BLIND lol is not a troll baby, I been praying for God to stay by my side and so far my faith is still with me and i wnt give up on Him but I pray FOR U!! thx all for your positive feedback and even the funny negative ones, i will not allow any negative behavior get the best of me or will i indulge in that, because only God and me Know the path i have chosen, so far i have no regrets or else i would not be who i am TODAY!! Peace and God bless erry1
 
why do you still do drugs if you have kids..and why meth....

my dad did meth when i was a young teen maybe for 3-4 years
i never knew he was tweaked, and he was racking in large $$$$$$

why did my dad do meth when he had 3 kids? cuz he loved us all and literally worked as hard as he could just to bring home the bread..not to mention we used to play tekken and goldeneye, he would be tweaked as hell but i never knew or cared cuz i was spending time with him.. actually if he wouldnt have done meth he would just stayed the same old asshole he always was.

sometimes pain and guilt and the urge to make it go away is too strong.. and dont judge someone for what drugs they do..judging someone for one drug they do when u are on the same drug forum most likley discussing your favorite drug just makes u seem like and arrogant hypocrite

oh and shangle.. dont write a novel every time u post people will just not read them (TL;DR)
i would just stay clean for a solid week or two, make sure u bathe and brush your teeth, maybe get some vagisil for the "odor"

if u are going to do meth just make sure of this. Your body NEEDS 3 things, FOOD WATER AND SLEEP
meth makes u ignore all 3 of those, so make it a point to stop, eat a snack, drink some water, and sleep at some point during your binge.

if u find urself unable to quit meth. try dosing orally, nasally, or anally instead of smoking it.
i have been recreationally messing around with speed for near 2 years, and i just toot it
1 decent sized rail =========== that long in the morning will last you until the evening
the reason why i dont smoke it is because i compare it to coke/crack. crack is uncontrollably addictive while coke is more of a rich mans party harty weekend drug
 
I'm not here to judge you Shangel and it's good you still care about your future and your appearance. From one mom to another, I always thought I had my drug use under control. I still went to work every day. I will never forget this day: 2 Jan 2005 and we just got off Christmas break and the school was so swamped with people expecting to get enrolled for the semester starting in a few days.

I came home from work so exhausted and took a nap. Woke up to my dad coming into my room telling me to get my ass up. Cops were here accompanied by a social worker. They were acting an an anonymous tip that that I wasn't caring for my son properly and that I would leave him home with my drunken dad who purportedly would pass out.

It was the most humiliating experience of my life. The cops were looking around each room for evidence of drugs, which there was none obviously lying around. This social worker meant business. He was grilling both me and my dad about drug/alcohol use. My dad flipped out- opening the refrigerator and cabinets telling him we don't neglect the boy. I sat there just shaking and crying. Who could do this to me?

I was told they would require character references for both me and pops. Ok we could do this. Plus a drug test for me, shit I was on opiates- but my doctor did give me tylenol 3 for my back pain. I hoped in case it came up positive I would have a legitimate reason. The next several weeks were hell. Once I was driving home and noticed someone right behind me, for quite a distance. I went through the garage and within a minute that person was banging on my front door. Yes it was the social worker guy. He needed me to sign some more papers. I was shaking so hard I couldn't sign my name, just scribble.

I took the drug test at my own expense and the results came back with nothing. After the man made phone calls to our personal references and clean drug test, he called me a couple weeks later. He said the case would be closed for now. I asked him for some letter or documentation of this fact and he told me they can't do this. Plus, cannot reveal the source of original call that brought this all on. So more than 5 years later, I still gotta be careful because I can't go through this again.

That's my pathetic story and if you can do something to help yourself quit, do it now. I would hate to see you go through a similiar experience. Once social services get involved, your life is not your own. You can buy a home test and they are 98% accurate so you can find out if you're pregnant. Don't put this off because you need to know now. Like I said, I'm here to give advice and not to judge you in any way. Wish you the best ~ theresa
 
Turing Machine said:
The mere fact that you present all of these problems that meth use is causing you, yet you're still debating whether you should or not shows to us that you're lying to yourself that you have it under control. It's such a cliché but it's absolutely the truth in this case. You say you switched from crack and imply that you use responsibly but I've yet to meet anyone who uses crack responsibly. It's amazing to me that of all the problems addiction to meth poses, nevermind that you're caring for children while using meth and crack, and yet the effect on your physical appearance is the one that seems to bother you the most. Beauty inevitably fades, but your children hating the fact that you chose meth and crack over them will last forever.

Some here might disagree with me, but no primary caregiver/custodian of children should be using methamphetamine or crack recreationally. If you do have it under control like you say and you care at all about your kids you would STOP from all hard drugs immediately. Although less PHYSICALLY addictive than heroin and heroin is a more difficult drug to abstain from over the long term, Crack and meth interfere with a parent's ability to care for children much much more than any opiate. They effect judgement and sanity to an infinitely greater extent, users even those who are typically calm, are much more prone to violent bursts and when violent bursts occur they are much more extreme and the addiction is much more compulsive and impulsive causing users to engage in very extreme behavior in pursuit of more meth or crack. Even ignoring the behavioral and financial problems it causes, if CPS even gets a hint that you're doing meth your kids will be placed into foster care without hesitation. Please think about this for a second. If you do indeed have it under control, the STOP if you care at all about your kids. If you cannot stop then put them temporarily in the custody of one of their family members who is capable of taking care of children. What you are doing is playing russian roulette with your kids? Abuse and exploitation by foster parents is extremely common and to be taken away from your parent because the parent chose meth over them is a scar that often children never get over. As I said before, if you have the ability to stop on your own then do so. If not, then get some help.
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One of the best written, well thought out posts I've read in a while. +Reputation
 
Bi0hazardOpeth said:
One of the best written, well thought out posts I've read in a while. +Reputation
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Definitely. And I'd suggest that people read the OP's other posts, not just the ones she's made in this thread - they help paint a bigger picture of what's going on.

I can't wrap my head around her delaying finding out for sure whether she's pregnant - something to which she could get an instant answer if she really wanted one.
 
seem very unintelligent.... you also seem like a teenager, maybe 16 or something. Stop smoking meth, and wear a condom. Lesson learned.
Go do what normal teenage girls do, go to the mall, get your nails done, smoke pot (NOT METH) and have sex (WITH A CONDOM)
 
shangel said:
wow.. this is amazing... first off i never said i switchd from crack to meth.. you people are on ly hearing wut u want to read.. i stated i have done crack in the past which in my personal experience crack is much worse, i can honestly admit that the six months i was doing crack i was doing crazy stuff to get one more hit, so yes when i caught myself getting advance payday loans and etc is when i chose to not do crack b/c i refuse to be a crack head, n ow i am in a situation where yes someone has introduced me to meth, and beleive me the stuff and people i have seen on it thus far hahahaaaa is ridiculous, therefore i have chosen to remove myself from those people but continue to still use, i did not post to debate or to get stupid judgemental people on here to be sarcastic obviously u are narrowminded and probably very judgemental towards any person that does drugs, which i can def expect people like u!! but actually i have already stoppd smoking because tru indeed if i am pregnant i am not goin to damage by bundle of joy, and as far as lying to myself i really doubt it, first off is all about educating yourself which is wut i am doing, because i been only fucn wit this for 6 months and this creature lol on my nose is not cutting it, my face is flawless so if this thing on my nose is due to meth than ya i m cool on this drug.. i dnt recall crack doin this to me bac in 2006, and i love to roll and snort but i only do that when i am on party mode and tha shit never done this to me and i been doing cane for ten years and popping pills, of course on party modes, now let me advice u once again i been blessed with a stron mind and will b/c i can honeslty admit i was a alcoholic, when u go off and sneak liquor in your own and you pay bills there is a problem, duh that was me.. i caught myself before i let crack ruin me or my kids life, and as far as meth its a done dada i value my beauty and health way to much and the kind of people i hang around with will not tolerate a person on drugs therefore is why i am asking these questions because i refuse to loose great friends that have supported me thru so much in life and to go down this road, na i am cool, i dnt get cravings for the drug so thats gud i am not at that point y et, i can honeslty admit i did get cravings for crack when i was on that.. as far as meth i choose to do it b/c i can function alot better in my opinion appose to crack omg my kids had to be in bed for me to smoke that shit, and i've learned to eat and sleep of it and with crack omg that drug is no joke but it sure didnt affect my dam face lol so go ahead and find something else to judge me on because i dnt think someone that cares about there health or about the fact might be bearing a child or there kids would be a so called " TWEAKER, HEAD, STRUNG OUT" personthose kind of people would rather be homeless, just for a hit. thats n ot me. those kind of people dnt care abt their appearance, thats not me, those kind of people dnt work thats not me those kind of people dnt value friends or family and thats not me, those kind of people would probably even kill for a hit and that sho is not me, so before u get on here with ur smart ass sarcasm i wld really come a little bit more ginuine, and be more dam real. crack in my opinion is worse and i overcame that quick so METH please a piece of cake, my only downfall in life and i will admit to it was ALCOHOL thats my weakness but fucn drugs wow hahahaaaa, a joke i been hangin with people on 5 days binges on coke and pills and i will be the first one out of everybody to say hey guys my body cnt take this any more i will be in bed or i am goin home, so dnt get on here treating me like i am a fucn head, far from beyond that, and why dnt i pi on a stick because i rather go to a doctor which appt already set up by the way, and i very much take care of my kids, they are well fed, and i participate in school activities and i always get compliments every day about how beautiful i am so your comments on here do not wut soever hurt me cus u are only judging me of wut i choose to write!!! so thx and steps have already been taking for me to maintain OUR beatiful lives and now i do c that meth does affect ur skin and odor and ughhh that disgust me so i did my last bit a couple days ago and i am fine i am not even or should i say my body is not even tweaking or asking for more i just know this dam smell and bump off my nose better go away soon,, lol so no REVEREND that is BLIND lol is not a troll baby, I been praying for God to stay by my side and so far my faith is still with me and i wnt give up on Him but I pray FOR U!! thx all for your positive feedback and even the funny negative ones, i will not allow any negative behavior get the best of me or will i indulge in that, because only God and me Know the path i have chosen, so far i have no regrets or else i would not be who i am TODAY!! Peace and God bless erry1
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Look at the post above you. Turing Machine wrote a completely respectful and overly caring reply to your post. He gave you better advice than I've seen in many websites. He brought up the dangers continuing using meth could pose on your current children, not just your face or appearance. I was surprised to see that you didn't respond at all about your children to his post. Please don't take this the wrong way, and no one here is trying to tell you what you have to do, but rather give advice and safety tips from their own experience. I swear, no one is trying to take a stab at you. They just care for your well being and the well being of your children and want to help inform you the most possible.

Since you didn't respond to much of the points "Turning Machine" brought up, which was seriously the type of post I wish I would get if I ever had an important life question or decision. You should check out what he had to say, as constructive criticism/insight rather than any form of attack. He was very polite to spend the time to break down so many insights.

Turing Machine said:
The mere fact that you present all of these problems that meth use is causing you, yet you're still debating whether you should or not shows to us that you're lying to yourself that you have it under control. It's such a cliché but it's absolutely the truth in this case. You say you switched from crack and imply that you use responsibly but I've yet to meet anyone who uses crack responsibly. It's amazing to me that of all the problems addiction to meth poses, nevermind that you're caring for children while using meth and crack, and yet the effect on your physical appearance is the one that seems to bother you the most. Beauty inevitably fades, but your children hating the fact that you chose meth and crack over them will last forever.

Some here might disagree with me, but no primary caregiver/custodian of children should be using methamphetamine or crack recreationally. If you do have it under control like you say and you care at all about your kids you would STOP from all hard drugs immediately. Although less PHYSICALLY addictive than heroin and heroin is a more difficult drug to abstain from over the long term, Crack and meth interfere with a parent's ability to care for children much much more than any opiate. They effect judgement and sanity to an infinitely greater extent, users even those who are typically calm, are much more prone to violent bursts and when violent bursts occur they are much more extreme and the addiction is much more compulsive and impulsive causing users to engage in very extreme behavior in pursuit of more meth or crack. Even ignoring the behavioral and financial problems it causes, if CPS even gets a hint that you're doing meth your kids will be placed into foster care without hesitation. Please think about this for a second. If you do indeed have it under control, the STOP if you care at all about your kids. If you cannot stop then put them temporarily in the custody of one of their family members who is capable of taking care of children. What you are doing is playing russian roulette with your kids? Abuse and exploitation by foster parents is extremely common and to be taken away from your parent because the parent chose meth over them is a scar that often children never get over. As I said before, if you have the ability to stop on your own then do so. If not, then get some help.
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