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Bluelighter
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EDIT: In the interestes of avoiding blackouts, jail, overdose, and other harm, please read my post below, in which I have reconsidered my opinion on this mattter.
Sorry to (sort of) double-post (buried a similar question at end of "phenazepam" thread), and to raise yet another on this drug, but I have what seems to me an important question, considering the danger-profile of this drug, and one other BLer who seems to corroborate my impression:
For those who have ordered recently, and especially over time, if there are enough of us out there: have you noticed that the current "research samples" are of much lesser potency?
I ask because I notice needing more, myself, massively more so. Even after a week-long no-benzo holiday. Today, 10mg (volumetric; 1mg=0.1cc ISO) over the course of 7 hours = mild lethargy/daytime sedation, decent anti-anxiety, but not quite what I hoped.
No noticeable amnesia (yet), no loss of motor or mental control that I can detect. Definitely there are benzo effects, but definitely at low threshold doses. (Not that I need euphoria, but I did used to feel some of that, too.) Plus, I seem to be spelling okay.
This is NOT the same dosing schedule -- by far -- that I was on three months ago with the exact same order from the exact same supplier. (Where it was 2mg/24 hours at first.) Maybe it's just me? Tolerance is up somewhat since I started with it all a few months back (though 4mg clonazepam by itself still had me feeling very good almost all day long before I took a week off from all benzos and then resumed with phenazepam). Or is it that it's just not a surprising new chemical to my brain receptors anymore so I don't get that euphoria of novelty?
I don't want to risk taking a product that is of variable potency, especially one whose effects can be so dramatic and destructive. Nor do I want to slander the producers/vendors if it's simply a matter of my own psychopharmacology.
Any other thoughts/experiences appreciated...
EDIT: UPDATE: Topped out the day at about 16-18 mgs total, and (45min after last dose) a feeling of moderate-to-mild euphoric buzz and minor impairment (amnesia seems unlikely). Seems to me the distributors may have gotten scared by early reports and started cutting product by up to 80%, but who knows, maybe just sometimes, maybe not at all.... Maybe I'll wake up content and happier than i was all day today, as some reports have it, but that's optimistic! More likely: feeling mild contentment, relaxed in the a.m.; less likely: mild amnesia. We'll see. But a pure starting sample should've had me floored long ago at these dosages...
PMs on the topic welcome, along with any comments.
Sorry to (sort of) double-post (buried a similar question at end of "phenazepam" thread), and to raise yet another on this drug, but I have what seems to me an important question, considering the danger-profile of this drug, and one other BLer who seems to corroborate my impression:
For those who have ordered recently, and especially over time, if there are enough of us out there: have you noticed that the current "research samples" are of much lesser potency?
I ask because I notice needing more, myself, massively more so. Even after a week-long no-benzo holiday. Today, 10mg (volumetric; 1mg=0.1cc ISO) over the course of 7 hours = mild lethargy/daytime sedation, decent anti-anxiety, but not quite what I hoped.
No noticeable amnesia (yet), no loss of motor or mental control that I can detect. Definitely there are benzo effects, but definitely at low threshold doses. (Not that I need euphoria, but I did used to feel some of that, too.) Plus, I seem to be spelling okay.
This is NOT the same dosing schedule -- by far -- that I was on three months ago with the exact same order from the exact same supplier. (Where it was 2mg/24 hours at first.) Maybe it's just me? Tolerance is up somewhat since I started with it all a few months back (though 4mg clonazepam by itself still had me feeling very good almost all day long before I took a week off from all benzos and then resumed with phenazepam). Or is it that it's just not a surprising new chemical to my brain receptors anymore so I don't get that euphoria of novelty?
I don't want to risk taking a product that is of variable potency, especially one whose effects can be so dramatic and destructive. Nor do I want to slander the producers/vendors if it's simply a matter of my own psychopharmacology.
Any other thoughts/experiences appreciated...
EDIT: UPDATE: Topped out the day at about 16-18 mgs total, and (45min after last dose) a feeling of moderate-to-mild euphoric buzz and minor impairment (amnesia seems unlikely). Seems to me the distributors may have gotten scared by early reports and started cutting product by up to 80%, but who knows, maybe just sometimes, maybe not at all.... Maybe I'll wake up content and happier than i was all day today, as some reports have it, but that's optimistic! More likely: feeling mild contentment, relaxed in the a.m.; less likely: mild amnesia. We'll see. But a pure starting sample should've had me floored long ago at these dosages...
PMs on the topic welcome, along with any comments.
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