hey yeah, you guys all do remember the saying about everybody is different right?
I too would have swore up and down sideways before i was more comfortable with meth that it would be a terrible idea. but actually _for_me_ and if you look around a lot of people swear by it, it is an awesome tool. And I swear I used to kick more often than my friends would get high.
Couple of things though.. you guys from the uk responding. first, you guys get like 20 quid quarter ounces of speed, right??? the thought of which makes me go pale even without being sick - and that's starting with l-amphetamine which starts out junkier pure.
This guy is straight outside of methland (well really thats mexico now but hell the central valley is still like mecca to the toothless). Depending on who he knows there it would be very easy for him to be getting 70% methamphetamine, the step up from amphetamine to it being like night and day imo. in terms of jitters at least to me amphetamine is only a step or too up from methylphenidate which ain't too pretty, but i'd call going to crystal like 10 more. Also the cuts here aren't awesome but at least MSM in my experience doesn't really affect the quality of the feel, it just evaps right away.
Anyway, so yeah, meth is a damn good distraction from wd's imo but i'd never do it until i was after the cramping tossing around the bed stage shivering. that'd be bad i agree. but a day or two after that right about when you just are feeling constantly shitty and everything sucks and you're exhausted and cant sleep and bored and nothing to do - bam it's just what the doctor ordered, you just killed a whole day of otherwise dreary minute hands sweeping past before you knew it and didnt really feel that bad at all because you were focusing on shit. Except you're still gonna be in the bathroom some i mean, what can you do.
Also that whole everybody's different thing right? I have basically never gotten anything i'd consider any kind of noticeable meth withdrawal at all (well psych that can go on for long times but). yeah i fucking stop with enough time and go right to sleep and never hate it at all. Or if i have a fair bout of xanax i can shut it off right in the middle which works better at least on the wd's thing since you gotta be sure to sleep every night. In fact I don't think there's a basic broad amph family stim thats every done me much of anything at the end. I know a lot of folks that dont complain of any meth comedown, but know people do too.
But on the other hand people love coke and they seem to have no problem with the down. It barely does anything to me doing it but I swear i will pace and feel worse than death and consider the ways i have of killing myself in the house about once every five minutes if ive done more than a 1.5g or so. Real bad even from .5. Fucking never will touch the stuff
mdma too, not anything like that but i am definitely one of the unhappiest boys at the camp and often up hours more than everyone else and really bleh the next day as well and many people dont get it.
but yeah, post your big day or your day after depending on how fucked you are, its awesome for some - if i had to choose for day 4+ between the 2 id take meth for sure. i must have done the meth end of wds 20+ times at least (dont ask)
though i may not be going there any more since despite my best efforts and regular checking i still have pretty close to the min dose need as i did 9 months ago when i kicked, and i been clean since then cept like shit 4 or 5 days? I can rationalize a $200 habit when i am using but if the first day i use in a year i need $200? fuck thats a pretty easy reason to stay away