hi all
Where to start? Well I am scattered now and need to figure out a solution.
This is probably the wrong forum to post, but i dunno what to do.
I am constantly wanting to try smack. Probably snort it for the first time. But IV seems to be more effective..
I suffer from severe depression, on Mirtazapine 45 mG add to that my codiene habit of approx 300mg, valium (diazepam) and alcohol, 1 bottle of white wine to myself tonight, AS WELL .. I have been using codiene for about a year now, and all kinds of antidepressants, and it really does nothing much to help me ...
yes.. I have seen a Psych,. who done nothing for me.. I am so fed up with my time here on earth.
I got some idea that I would like see how smack could help me, (OK, I know it is highly addictive).. so was thinking of just trying some 2 night, or tomorrow. I GET SO FUCKIN DOWN, I AM NEEDING A STRONG RELEASE FROM IT ALL.
I wanna de away from my problems, and get help, but no one seems to be able to understand!!!!! it has got me to the point of breaking down every night, and i DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE IS LEFT FOT ME IN LIFE.. I such a waste of everyones time... this post proves it ...
HELPVME PLEASE... SOMEONE..
Oh I feel so worthless..
Where to start? Well I am scattered now and need to figure out a solution.
This is probably the wrong forum to post, but i dunno what to do.
I am constantly wanting to try smack. Probably snort it for the first time. But IV seems to be more effective..
I suffer from severe depression, on Mirtazapine 45 mG add to that my codiene habit of approx 300mg, valium (diazepam) and alcohol, 1 bottle of white wine to myself tonight, AS WELL .. I have been using codiene for about a year now, and all kinds of antidepressants, and it really does nothing much to help me ...
yes.. I have seen a Psych,. who done nothing for me.. I am so fed up with my time here on earth.
I got some idea that I would like see how smack could help me, (OK, I know it is highly addictive).. so was thinking of just trying some 2 night, or tomorrow. I GET SO FUCKIN DOWN, I AM NEEDING A STRONG RELEASE FROM IT ALL.
I wanna de away from my problems, and get help, but no one seems to be able to understand!!!!! it has got me to the point of breaking down every night, and i DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE IS LEFT FOT ME IN LIFE.. I such a waste of everyones time... this post proves it ...
HELPVME PLEASE... SOMEONE..
Oh I feel so worthless..