Condensation dripping from my mind
Pouring down on me
Surronding me
Suffocating me
Shrouding me in a continuous cloud of safety
Within that shroud a storm rages on
Insecurity indecision and anxiety are constantly at war
They are all antagonists to my psyche
Reducing my strength courage and resolve
Memories are trapped in here too
Like good little soldiers tearing down what sanity I have left
There's little cracks of light breaking through into my safety
It's reality trying to peak at my carefully crafted shroud of normalcy and it scares me
Reality is uncertain
Reality is cruel
Reality is pain
Reality is inevitable
Time to make a decision
Those good little soldiers come along and say
Don't even try cause you'll never win
I think I'm gonna slip back into my shroud for a day or two before I decide
Who knows I might not come back out
Somehow I'm safe in here
I'm comfortable in here
Time to finally face my fears
Time to finally make a decision
I draw back the curtains and see a bright glimmer of hope
Hope that things will be better someday
But I cannot see that hope in me
I take a look around and blink several times in the harsh face of reality
I take a chance
I take a glance
I look in the mirror and all I see
Is the reality that I fear is me
I close my eyes and create a fantasy
I open my eyes back up and again damn reality
I make my decision then quickly quietly slip back into my shroud
Those curtains close around me once again
So here I am back at home with insecurity indecision and anxiety still in a war to which I see no end
I am not happy here
But at least I'm safe
Yteixna - Anxiety
Pouring down on me
Surronding me
Suffocating me
Shrouding me in a continuous cloud of safety
Within that shroud a storm rages on
Insecurity indecision and anxiety are constantly at war
They are all antagonists to my psyche
Reducing my strength courage and resolve
Memories are trapped in here too
Like good little soldiers tearing down what sanity I have left
There's little cracks of light breaking through into my safety
It's reality trying to peak at my carefully crafted shroud of normalcy and it scares me
Reality is uncertain
Reality is cruel
Reality is pain
Reality is inevitable
Time to make a decision
Those good little soldiers come along and say
Don't even try cause you'll never win
I think I'm gonna slip back into my shroud for a day or two before I decide
Who knows I might not come back out
Somehow I'm safe in here
I'm comfortable in here
Time to finally face my fears
Time to finally make a decision
I draw back the curtains and see a bright glimmer of hope
Hope that things will be better someday
But I cannot see that hope in me
I take a look around and blink several times in the harsh face of reality
I take a chance
I take a glance
I look in the mirror and all I see
Is the reality that I fear is me
I close my eyes and create a fantasy
I open my eyes back up and again damn reality
I make my decision then quickly quietly slip back into my shroud
Those curtains close around me once again
So here I am back at home with insecurity indecision and anxiety still in a war to which I see no end
I am not happy here
But at least I'm safe
Yteixna - Anxiety