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SirTophamHat said:
meph is fucking poison. one of the very few drugs i regret trying.
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Really! That's interesting. I don't know much about it, honestly...only that it's a cathonine stimulant. I remember the user ykm (RIP) saying that IV'd mephedrone was one of his all time favorite IV rushes, which made me interested in trying to IV it myself. Never came across it in all of my drug travels, though.
 
It's fun, but insidious. I only ever snorted it. iving is probably way different. did about 2 grams that were given to me over the course of a few weeks. scarily addicting. made me obsessed with jackin it along with a solid sense of paranoia, but i COULD NOT stop taking it. even though i knew it was going to fuck me up. near the end of it i found the skin in my mouth sloughing off, which i discovered is a common side effect. and that was with low doses for a short period of time.

its basically just extreme in the effects, both positive and negative. its like cokes evil twin.
 
That description makes it sound kind of like meth. Personally I never got paranoia from meth but I knew a lot of people who did. Definitely a similarity in regards to the weird compulsive sexual stuff & the need to re-dose, as long as you still have the substance in your possession...

That was always what I found frustrating about hard stimulants: the knowledge that another line/shot would only prolong the comedown agony, in the long run, but GODDAMN IF I'M NOT GONNA DO ANOTHER LINE OR SHOT ANYWAY, YEEEE-HAAAAAWWWWW!
 
Flushed like 10 vyvanse, about a gram of really good methoxetamine, 30 hits of 25I-NBOMe, 2 klonopins, a few xanax footballs, some ritalin and 2 bottles of expensive liquor in a delusional state on mind after a few days no sleep and LOTS of drugs.
 
I always kinda wanted to try mephedrone... But meth already turns me into a crazy lunatic obsessed with porn and 'edging' all night. It's a great relief when you decide to stop edging all night and the biggest load ever goes across the room tho, lmao.
 
^ omg, you're into that too? Here I was this whole time thinking during my entire meth-using career that I was the only one, how embarrassing!

Nah, I read Bluelight, I know we crazed, sex/porn obsessed lunatic tweakers are not alone! It all becomes so tedious though, doesn't it? If there are actually partners involved, it just becomes so tedious because it feels great but you just can't get off, plus your partner can't get as wet as she usually can or something (from a guy's perspective, from a girl or gay guy's perspective maybe you're frustrated because the other person is only at half staff or something). But hey, lets do more meth and keep doing this. And with porn, forget it...shit gets really weird. You'll look at porn while high on meth that you don't even venture near while "sober", LOL. I think about it later and think, damn, what part of my brain was unlocked by meth to make me think that was sexy?
 
was rolling hard at the club went outside to dose up figured it would be safer found a corner took bag out frekin wind came in right when i opened the bag made me drop it in the parkinglot .3 i guess clean fire mdma fking jacked by gravity and wind go me, i licked the bag but the bulk of it went on the ground outside the club , it was if i dropped a todler at the time i still kick myself and tell ppl that story stupid wind hell stupid me

oh back in the day went to pick up some acid got pulled over otw back like 45 sec from my crib, like a reflex i ate it all they did was give me a warning dammit i didnt lose the acid i lost my fucking mind 40 hits came up in 10 mins threw up several times lost the ability to speak most of that night lost my mind

had been doing oxy alot got some 40mg crushed em up did a fat fking line 8 stories up hotel 4 star relly nice well opened the patio door to smoke a cig and i had the rest lined up or a piece of paper when i opened the door i didnt notice the paper flipped over from the draft , but when i came back in god dammit are fking serious fk me fk me , i still had a few in my stash but still fking stupid so watch for the wind guys its blown my weed away,before too

running from the cops as a kid was kinda fun but a ditched tones of $ worth of bud in the process

another time hopped it the car with tab dealer and my homies for a quick deal 12 good rolls for later right ok cool oh shit red and blews right behind us blocked in right away i said everybody take a few lol four ppl in the car as i held out my hand i took 3 dude i bought em from took 3 dude up front took four friend next to me took 2 no water everyone was gagging trying to hurry and keep calm not jump around look like we are doing anything.....waiting......still waiting....look back they have the guy that was walking in the lot on the car in cuffs ...that was priity funny actully cause they all were like dude man im sorry even the guy we got em from gave me back some of the money and we all left and went back the the crib and bonded heavey that night open alot of doors for me after that in the drug world weird right...ill come back to this thred im getting lost in this story i guess cause it was more than just me and i still see one of em from time to time
 
lol i watched a guy getting arested at the mall and at the same time his girl i guess in a pannick threw out a backpack from his car or her car idk the way they were acting and looked i had to go scoop it up after she drove off i walked over pickit up took it to my car opened it and right away i saw rx bottles and the first one i pulled out said peracet jackpot after inventory later at the crib me and my rommie hot to look out online wut some of it wasin all there was over 250 xanx footballs 200 2mg kolopen , 8 subutex 8 mg tabs 40 perks 10 mg omg it made our year almost lol , i was sort on rent atm but after that i was rich lol well i would have been if we didnt go nuts every week end for 6 months . so yea
 
crazyhairman said:
lol i watched a guy getting arested at the mall and at the same time his girl i guess in a pannick threw out a backpack from his car or her car idk the way they were acting and looked i had to go scoop it up after she drove off i walked over pickit up took it to my car opened it and right away i saw rx bottles and the first one i pulled out said peracet jackpot after inventory later at the crib me and my rommie hot to look out online wut some of it wasin all there was over 250 xanx footballs 200 2mg kolopen , 8 subutex 8 mg tabs 40 perks 10 mg omg it made our year almost lol , i was sort on rent atm but after that i was rich lol well i would have been if we didnt go nuts every week end for 6 months . so yea
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if u were that chick thanks b lol
 
was rolling hard at the club went outside to dose up figured it would be safer found a corner took bag out frekin wind came in right when i opened the bag made me drop it in the parkinglot .3 i guess clean fire mdma fking jacked by gravity and wind go me, i licked the bag but the bulk of it went on the ground outside the club , it was if i dropped a todler at the time i still kick myself and tell ppl that story stupid wind hell stupid me

oh back in the day went to pick up some acid got pulled over otw back like 45 sec from my crib, like a reflex i ate it all they did was give me a warning dammit i didnt lose the acid i lost my fucking mind 40 hits came up in 10 mins threw up several times lost the ability to speak most of that night lost my mind

had been doing oxy alot got some 40mg crushed em up did a fat fking line 8 stories up hotel 4 star relly nice well opened the patio door to smoke a cig and i had the rest lined up or a piece of paper when i opened the door i didnt notice the paper flipped over from the draft , but when i came back in god dammit are fking serious fk me fk me , i still had a few in my stash but still fking stupid so watch for the wind guys its blown my weed away,before too

running from the cops as a kid was kinda fun but a ditched tones of $ worth of bud in the process

another time hopped it the car with tab dealer and my homies for a quick deal 12 good rolls for later right ok cool oh shit red and blews right behind us blocked in right away i said everybody take a few lol four ppl in the car as i held out my hand i took 3 dude i bought em from took 3 dude up front took four friend next to me took 2 no water everyone was gagging trying to hurry and keep calm not jump around look like we are doing anything.....waiting......still waiting....look back they have the guy that was walking in the lot on the car in cuffs ...that was priity funny actully cause they all were like dude man im sorry even the guy we got em from gave me back some of the money and we all left and went back the the crib and bonded heavey that night open alot of doors for me after that in the drug world weird right...ill come back to this thred im getting lost in this story i guess cause it was more than just me and i still see one of em from time to time
 
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