cheezy-i've heard from several ppl that NSAIDs can cause flare ups of wd symptoms so i've been trying to limit my intake of aspirin and ibuprofen, usually i only take them when i get bad headaches and migraines, which has been almost everyday so i try to last as long as i can before taking anything. Also, i saw a doc that prescribed me lexapro but i have yet to fill the script because of my lack of money and i also heard from several friends who have been on the drug that it has horrible side effects which i really cannot afford to have at this point. i've been on several SSRIs in the past and every single one of them gave me horrendoathus side effects that i could not function with. should i give it a try? also what should I do about the rehab/suboxone problem? I REALLY want to check into the rehab, but I feel like stopping my suboxone cold turkey wouldnt be beneficial to me whatsoever, at least at this point and time. I would much rather wait until i get over the storm of the benzo wd before taking up another battle. even the docs at the ER said that stopping the subs, and even quitting smoking for that matter would be too much stress so i should take it one problem at a time. Should i just take my chances at home and continue my subs and just keep going to the ER when necessary or check into the rehab and suffer like hell? also did i mention that the rehab here is a joke and they mainly deal with alcoholism so its basically a glorified hotel. all they do is supply you with a bed and meals and force you to work out and attend 3 AA/NA meetings a day. They dont even give you meds other than NSAIDs, sleeping aids, and seroquil(which i REFUSE to take). i highly disagree with all of their methods, however i feel like i could really use some supervision. I live alone and i'm terrified that if something happens im going to die. I had to call 911 last week because it felt like i was having a heart attack and it seriously took the ambulance 10-15 mins to get to me. If i had a heart attack/stroke i prolly wouldnt be alive. The rehab is about 3 blocks away from the hospital so thats a plus, but like i've stated it seems like the cons outweigh the pros.