shoolameet
Bluelighter
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Well first off I have the script now so I intened on giving her .5mg-1mg until she is completely down and no longer nodding at all (it's 2 days after the incident and 2pm and she is still slightly nodding, but not nearly as bad as yesterday or the night she took them.) I gave her .5mg lat night before bed around 20pm and another .5mg today around 2pm. I refuse to let her go into withdrawals, I know that they are deadly. Like I said I have suffered from benzo addiction myself and I have experienced the exremity of the withdrawals.
Once she is completely down I will use her script to continue giving her 2mg in the morning and 2mg at night and that should be plenty to hold her over considering she has had to make 2 bars last 2 weeks in the past and managed to not get sick (don't even ask me how... someone is clearly watching over her.)
I found out she did sell 5 of them meaning she took 90mg, not 100mg... which I know isn't all that much better.
However in the past I know she has taken worse... 200mg in a 24 hours period and she didn't die or even OD so 90mg ain't even that bad considering her past experiences and ginormous tolerance.
It's just that once she gets that script in her hands she doesn't know when to stop, so the next time I drive her to the doctor I will be the one getting the script, not her.
Also, like I stated before xanax alone is extremely hard to OD on when it is not being mixed with alcohol, opiates, or soma and none of those were in the picture.
The reason her doctor doesn't care about her situation is because he partially doesn't know all the details and because they kind of know each other so he always is willing to hook her up, and I told her if that situation doesn't change I am going to report him to the DEA.
I know how to do a benzo detox and I offered to help her with one or help her get into a facility, but she absolutely refuses... she claims she isn't ready, which I know is the typical addict response because I have used the same excuse a million times. I even tried to convince her to go into an outpatient program to try speasking to a threapist, but again she refuses
She also said she refuses to let this end our relationship and agreed to let me hold her scripts everytime she gets a new one and if she goes back on that word then that's it, I am done and it would make me so sad to think of that being the reason that breaks us up.
Also, yea while 90mg is a lot it will deifnitely take more than 10 hours to wear off (... clearly 36 hours later and there is still a slight nod going) and to be honest I don't even think they ER would do shit other than lock her in a psych ward or worse just let her just walk away with another script and that sure as fuck ain't happening under my watch. A detox on the other hand I would be ok with, but like I said she refuses.
Thanks for all the advice ad once again taking the time to read.
Once she is completely down I will use her script to continue giving her 2mg in the morning and 2mg at night and that should be plenty to hold her over considering she has had to make 2 bars last 2 weeks in the past and managed to not get sick (don't even ask me how... someone is clearly watching over her.)
I found out she did sell 5 of them meaning she took 90mg, not 100mg... which I know isn't all that much better.
However in the past I know she has taken worse... 200mg in a 24 hours period and she didn't die or even OD so 90mg ain't even that bad considering her past experiences and ginormous tolerance.
It's just that once she gets that script in her hands she doesn't know when to stop, so the next time I drive her to the doctor I will be the one getting the script, not her.
Also, like I stated before xanax alone is extremely hard to OD on when it is not being mixed with alcohol, opiates, or soma and none of those were in the picture.
The reason her doctor doesn't care about her situation is because he partially doesn't know all the details and because they kind of know each other so he always is willing to hook her up, and I told her if that situation doesn't change I am going to report him to the DEA.
I know how to do a benzo detox and I offered to help her with one or help her get into a facility, but she absolutely refuses... she claims she isn't ready, which I know is the typical addict response because I have used the same excuse a million times. I even tried to convince her to go into an outpatient program to try speasking to a threapist, but again she refuses
She also said she refuses to let this end our relationship and agreed to let me hold her scripts everytime she gets a new one and if she goes back on that word then that's it, I am done and it would make me so sad to think of that being the reason that breaks us up.
Also, yea while 90mg is a lot it will deifnitely take more than 10 hours to wear off (... clearly 36 hours later and there is still a slight nod going) and to be honest I don't even think they ER would do shit other than lock her in a psych ward or worse just let her just walk away with another script and that sure as fuck ain't happening under my watch. A detox on the other hand I would be ok with, but like I said she refuses.
Thanks for all the advice ad once again taking the time to read.