2 mgs of Xanax + 3 Fioricet. On an empty stomach. Best high ever.
Thanks for the welcome, so I’m talking to myself basicallyWelcome..just a heads up but this thread is 9 years old ...some of the folk may not be around.
Not really. We all read all posts. Welcome Champ.Thanks for the welcome, so I’m talking to myself basically
I am one of those people that believe a topic is a topic regardless of the time stamp.
I’m the opposite bro I’ve a huge tolerance I could take a handful of diazepam and be lovely and high and happy and go about my day… but not with Xanax as they give you major blackouts…Not really. We all read all posts. Welcome Champ.
I am one of those people that believe a topic is a topic regardless of the time stamp. Like the big and dandy's. I actually find making new posts on topics already discussed a waste of space and should be combined.
But also i am one of those that does not get high from benzos and after my last use decided to use even more sparingly that even occasionally. I was watching a Peaky Blinder episode on 1 1/2 milligrams of etizolam and I could not remember what I watched the next day. Another effect is as I am on a benzo I can not melt into TV show or movie. Like there is a wall up. I can't get lost in a show. So it blocks something in me. Emotionally too. So now I just want to steer clear. I am sure as a medication when used these side effects would go away and a mind would get use to it (veteran benzo users would know) but it freaks me out. Thank God cannabis knocks me out. This is why for years I did not even touch a 5 mg valium. I get walls put up and I can't enjoy life.
The good thing about me using less than occasionally is I will shut up and not post this stuff again. lol I kind of repeat myself. I think I may be trying to formulate a question on retrograde amnesia. I do not have the question yet but I am sure a lot of people tried to understand black outs. Especially when the drug practically feels like not much while on it. Why I get that on a small dose probably means I am too sensitive to these things.
BTW I do remember talking to a few of the people that posted in this thread. I hope they are all well.
I don't take benzos anymore because the withdrawal experience was enough to scare me away forever. I initially became dependent on benzos because they synergized well with methadone (this is extremely dangerous... I know many people who died because of this combo). I was young, stupid and desperately seeking a high or reprieve from pain, PTSD..... but I find valium to be the most recreational or euphoric benzo because of the nice muscle relaxation it provides. Unfortunately if you have any kind of tolerance to stronger benzos.. i.e. Xanax or klonopin then you probably won't get any of pleasant, euphoric effects from valium and will probably find it to be a weak, inferior benzo but subjectively I find valium to be the most recreational benzo. It just has a warmth that other benzos lack. Xanax can sometimes provide this feeling but more often than not just hits you over the head like a sledge hammer and definitely causes more amnesia effects.I’m the opposite bro I’ve a huge tolerance I could take a handful of diazepam and be lovely and high and happy and go about my day… but not with Xanax as they give you major blackouts…
But I’m glad to be part of the bluelight family
It’s been a huge help over the years…