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Poetry Writer's Block

Aeon Psyche

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It's been a while, writer's block.
Turned syllables of lullabies into colours and hit the spot.
Figurations of algorithms while I lay awake with no inspiration.
Had this rainbow rubix cube fix me up when I switched the blocks.
Risk integrity or show my nature as a hidden vigilante.
There's simply no letters to litterally define or by my means be adequate
to not rip up these lines I try to realise.
I'm no longer beneath an essence. I consume it, what?
Another love poem when noone's going to use it.
I or rather you, spying inside my soul for a spare clue.
Terrified, the grasp of attention have several seconds paralysed.
There's nothing but tragedy but yet I smile back figuratively.
Hypothetical, simply not philosophical or whatever.
I'm diggin' in this spirituality crystal energy.
Vividly mixed with a higher appreciation for the stickyness
of daily electricity. It's more than days.
Throw my hopes up but y'all want to make a corporate.
A form of which I revolt. Money making but unfortunately
I borrow common mistakes. Fuck the goverment and politics.
While I'm just an accomplist of to many video games.
Comedy-Addict. While I need a god-send interventionist.
Oh whatever. I mess up my duties as I send my former glory to non-existantional addresses.
My mood's grey. My aura's it's as always white.
Oh, I forgot, People are selfish, you don't fucking care what I write.
Mark zuckerborg exploited that fact with every possible analogy of a metric system
that meddles with jealousy within a billion dollar story.
As I throw away my dignity. All for show and a bit of disney.
Entertainment goes the world around. I spin the planet on an axis on my middlefinger
and shoot it threw the rings of saturn. No visible sattelite can dismiss a language.
We're merely minions on a string. And when a 1000 dollar monthly deposit comes accross
the news again, for everyone with empty pockets. The same thing was proposed years ago.
Overthrown by the rich and obnoxious. I deliver my visions.
To transpire back to the filters of my living habbits.
Stirring in a cup with restless leg syndrome. I'll have another one.
Chase 'em away with salt and extra lemon.
 
Fantasize about what you want to write about until it's too clear not to feel the compulsion to write it out.

Immersion and meditation is a big part of the pre-writing process for me.
 
For me I so developed and became enveloped in the characters I wrote about that they are just as real to me as real people.

Fully formed personalities, dispositions, obsessions and personality flaws etc. Some real life people are more bland by comparison.

Its bizarre.
 
Also I'm not like "the wisest writer"; I have permeating hypergraphia from extensive meth use in 2011. If given the chance I will just write and write and write. I've easily written over 700 thousand words in one novel and am planning another. I have 81k posts on BL. I have been on other forums. I have written shorter pieces. I write incessantly if I don't have a keyboard handy. Even on alcohol and ketamine in the hole I'll come to, start scribbling as clearly as possible for a few seconds to cement the realization in my memory then go back to the hole.

I'm a ... different breed.
 
Have you SEEN Party Monster? Yes ketamine is a writer's drug it totally is, even if you're not writing in the hole. It's some far out shit.

Seriously have you seen that movie?
 
Dissociatives tend to dissociate one's mindstate away from verbal knowledge. I remember how confusing I found it back in the day when I tried to type my password to login my computer. I'll check the movie out.
 
When your imaginary friends refuse to talk to you.

When you also have endless rejection letters and caffeine addiction to look forward to.

I guess waiting for inspiration to write is like the clang clang clang of the trolley without the ding ding ding of the bell.

It's like waiting for the tide to rise in the desert, even though it really does.

To have to have the eternal struggle of 'pure genius' is maddening as I pray for luck with the second sentence and the hope that maybe the symptoms will subside.

Yes, how is the new book coming along ?

Lord I know it's true. Ewwwww Ewww Ewww.

That would be a great new pill to be on. (Writol).

Thank you for your tour through Memory Lane.

prayin for the end of time
to hurry up and arrive.
if i have to spend another minute like this
i really don't think that i can survive.

i did my best, and then some how
god only knows what i could do right now !
prayin for the end of time. .
 
Dissociatives tend to dissociate one's mindstate away from verbal knowledge. I remember how confusing I found it back in the day when I tried to type my password to login my computer. I'll check the movie out.
It did the opposite for me

If anythung i will do interesting things like language creation, code speak, bizarre turns of phrases.

I can very vividly verbally relay some of my alcohol and K experiences.

Like, better than I could hope to with 2c or DO or high dose LSD.
 
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