Iron Lungs
Greenlighter
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Hi all,
This is my first post on the boards, I have been aware of this place since around the John Mcafee chronicles and have lurked for quite a while especially over the last 2-3 months
I am a 34 year old male who has been a weed smoker since his teens and its my drug of choice, I grew up during the rave scene so I have had my fair share of other drugs too but in my early 20's I pulled my life together and fast forward 15 years and I have been to Uni have an excellent job and a young family life is pretty good
I have fancied getting back into drugs for quite a while, I work in engineering and there are PhD level chemists and we had really looked into Shulgin and read a lot about drugs and educated myself about chemistry, I really fancied (still do!) Mescaline.HCL you know the proper synthetic stuff as opposed to a cactus extract as I have heard great things about it what I am saying is my head was in the right space as far as getting into the zone goes I was gagging for it!
Then in August I discovered it, it being 1P-LSD
My girlfriend took the little one to the caravan and I politely declined!, I knew it was the chance that I couldn't remember having in such a long time
I got right into it guys, started watching Terence Mckenna and all things psychedelic, I got the house all sorted nice and clean and cosy
What can I say I took 100ug and when it peaked I took another and that day was simply the best day of my life, it was already a good day to start with as a lot of things had come off and it was just so special, like I say life is good and at work its partucularly good you see I like maths and I think of new ways of doing things that save a lot of money, build some electronics write a bit of code and its amazing stuff is science and maths
At work I am a popular guy, it feels good that I studied for like 12 years and it was all worth it, I am in a job I absolutely love and this contributes to me having magical trips, with a little education into a persons thought when tripping for me it negates any negatives, I can sway the vibe of the trip by thinking of all this positive stuff
After the first trip it was like OMG, it was just far better than anything I had expected and it was like the LSD I had years ago was nothing like this, 1P-LSD is fukin good shit for sure
Anyway like a kid I ended up just wanting to trip all the time and I am not ashamed to say that I have tripped every week since then, I have really battled with myself to try and not abuse the stuff by reading the tolerance threads etc there has been many a time where I rolled a spliff made a cup of tea and did some reading on redosing but the advice is to not bother take more next time, its so hard to not go crazy (for me anyway) and I had the bag out many times ready to redose but the threads made me see sense
So every week since then (11 weeks) I have tripped, I started with one and then another when I started to mellow (5-6 hours later), then I started just taking 200ug and it was always amazing, every week was just the same as the previous week (with the exception of the first time), absolutely bliss with so much happiness in my brain it was incredible, I just wanna listen to music and fukin dance man!
This drug has made my life even better, I realised a lot of things that I needed to improve on, I stopped smoking baccy and all kinds of really positive stuff
I had read about abusing LSD and it losing its magic, in some cases never to return and this is a big reason why I don't wanna go above 200ug
Anyway the reason I am posing this thread is to ask for opinions
For ten weeks I took 200ug and it was always just the same experience then last week I had a bad week, I argued with my girlfriend most of the week over financial shit (spending money like its water namely), nothing new in argueing its a common thing but this was a moderate one but also at work was shit, basically other peoples incompetence means that you fall behind and these deadlines don't shift so you end up going to work on a Sunday to try and catch up but also some things went wrong, I missed a component on a design and was under the most amount of pressure I can ever remember being under, it all got sorted quite fast but there wasnt any relief or feeling of accomplishment just move onto the next pile of shit
All that I can handle but when I was under stress I was a complete arsehole with someone that is close to me, theres a girl at work who is basically my best friend, theres nothing sexual about it and its the first time in my life I have ever been friends with a female without any sexual plans, we are both hitched with kids but we get on so well and in my moments of stress this girl was trying to help me and I acted like a total ass hole, this happened on a Thursday and she was off on the Friday so I couldn't apologise or anything
Man was it weighing on my mind, its just not me and to top it all off I went and fuked up at work and ended up putting too much pressure into a product and then vented it all off with no safety gear on, Health and safety all got involved and I just again didnt handle it well at all, it was all my fault so I should of just took it on the chin
After all this I get home sit on the couch and have a joint, I felt like a prick, stressed out and just sick, I don't get depressed, I never have been depressed in my life but that was the closest I can remember
I didnt want to trip and I thought I will just go to sleep and give it a miss, I like to take them early on like 5 or 6 and then getting to sleep at a reasonable time is an option
But this week I got to 23:00 and I don't know what made me do it but I jumped up out chair and necked 200ug
This time it was just different, it didnt having that magical feeling that makes me think wow, you know all the happiness that I had experienced every week just was not there, well it was but it was hardly noticeable and all that shit was whirling around my head, I was actually sat facepalmed thinking WTF have you done you muppet!
I remembered all the stuff I had read about the magic going, all the visual efects were there but none of the spiritual stuff and even music just sounded normal
I know taking LSD every week isn't recommended but it was like I had missed out on so much that I kept returning and I have noticed nothing but a positive effect on my life from this stuff there simply doesn't seem to be anything negative what so ever but a list of positives
My question is, in your opinions was the magic feeling not there because I took it when I felt a bit shit or is it related to the fact that I took it 11 weeks on the trot
i really look forwa\rd to your replies
Regards
This is my first post on the boards, I have been aware of this place since around the John Mcafee chronicles and have lurked for quite a while especially over the last 2-3 months
I am a 34 year old male who has been a weed smoker since his teens and its my drug of choice, I grew up during the rave scene so I have had my fair share of other drugs too but in my early 20's I pulled my life together and fast forward 15 years and I have been to Uni have an excellent job and a young family life is pretty good
I have fancied getting back into drugs for quite a while, I work in engineering and there are PhD level chemists and we had really looked into Shulgin and read a lot about drugs and educated myself about chemistry, I really fancied (still do!) Mescaline.HCL you know the proper synthetic stuff as opposed to a cactus extract as I have heard great things about it what I am saying is my head was in the right space as far as getting into the zone goes I was gagging for it!
Then in August I discovered it, it being 1P-LSD
My girlfriend took the little one to the caravan and I politely declined!, I knew it was the chance that I couldn't remember having in such a long time
I got right into it guys, started watching Terence Mckenna and all things psychedelic, I got the house all sorted nice and clean and cosy
What can I say I took 100ug and when it peaked I took another and that day was simply the best day of my life, it was already a good day to start with as a lot of things had come off and it was just so special, like I say life is good and at work its partucularly good you see I like maths and I think of new ways of doing things that save a lot of money, build some electronics write a bit of code and its amazing stuff is science and maths
At work I am a popular guy, it feels good that I studied for like 12 years and it was all worth it, I am in a job I absolutely love and this contributes to me having magical trips, with a little education into a persons thought when tripping for me it negates any negatives, I can sway the vibe of the trip by thinking of all this positive stuff
After the first trip it was like OMG, it was just far better than anything I had expected and it was like the LSD I had years ago was nothing like this, 1P-LSD is fukin good shit for sure
Anyway like a kid I ended up just wanting to trip all the time and I am not ashamed to say that I have tripped every week since then, I have really battled with myself to try and not abuse the stuff by reading the tolerance threads etc there has been many a time where I rolled a spliff made a cup of tea and did some reading on redosing but the advice is to not bother take more next time, its so hard to not go crazy (for me anyway) and I had the bag out many times ready to redose but the threads made me see sense
So every week since then (11 weeks) I have tripped, I started with one and then another when I started to mellow (5-6 hours later), then I started just taking 200ug and it was always amazing, every week was just the same as the previous week (with the exception of the first time), absolutely bliss with so much happiness in my brain it was incredible, I just wanna listen to music and fukin dance man!
This drug has made my life even better, I realised a lot of things that I needed to improve on, I stopped smoking baccy and all kinds of really positive stuff
I had read about abusing LSD and it losing its magic, in some cases never to return and this is a big reason why I don't wanna go above 200ug
Anyway the reason I am posing this thread is to ask for opinions
For ten weeks I took 200ug and it was always just the same experience then last week I had a bad week, I argued with my girlfriend most of the week over financial shit (spending money like its water namely), nothing new in argueing its a common thing but this was a moderate one but also at work was shit, basically other peoples incompetence means that you fall behind and these deadlines don't shift so you end up going to work on a Sunday to try and catch up but also some things went wrong, I missed a component on a design and was under the most amount of pressure I can ever remember being under, it all got sorted quite fast but there wasnt any relief or feeling of accomplishment just move onto the next pile of shit
All that I can handle but when I was under stress I was a complete arsehole with someone that is close to me, theres a girl at work who is basically my best friend, theres nothing sexual about it and its the first time in my life I have ever been friends with a female without any sexual plans, we are both hitched with kids but we get on so well and in my moments of stress this girl was trying to help me and I acted like a total ass hole, this happened on a Thursday and she was off on the Friday so I couldn't apologise or anything
Man was it weighing on my mind, its just not me and to top it all off I went and fuked up at work and ended up putting too much pressure into a product and then vented it all off with no safety gear on, Health and safety all got involved and I just again didnt handle it well at all, it was all my fault so I should of just took it on the chin
After all this I get home sit on the couch and have a joint, I felt like a prick, stressed out and just sick, I don't get depressed, I never have been depressed in my life but that was the closest I can remember
I didnt want to trip and I thought I will just go to sleep and give it a miss, I like to take them early on like 5 or 6 and then getting to sleep at a reasonable time is an option
But this week I got to 23:00 and I don't know what made me do it but I jumped up out chair and necked 200ug
This time it was just different, it didnt having that magical feeling that makes me think wow, you know all the happiness that I had experienced every week just was not there, well it was but it was hardly noticeable and all that shit was whirling around my head, I was actually sat facepalmed thinking WTF have you done you muppet!
I remembered all the stuff I had read about the magic going, all the visual efects were there but none of the spiritual stuff and even music just sounded normal
I know taking LSD every week isn't recommended but it was like I had missed out on so much that I kept returning and I have noticed nothing but a positive effect on my life from this stuff there simply doesn't seem to be anything negative what so ever but a list of positives
My question is, in your opinions was the magic feeling not there because I took it when I felt a bit shit or is it related to the fact that I took it 11 weeks on the trot
i really look forwa\rd to your replies
Regards
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