greg-zamboni
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- Jun 13, 2018
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I've recently been thinking about a psilocybin trip I had a few months ago, and want to know if anyone here has experienced anything similar. I consumed a capsule and a half of extracted psilocin, each capsule containing the equivalent of 3.5g of dried mushrooms. I eyeballed the cut of the powder, so I took anywhere between the equivalent of 5-5.3g. I have taken actual mushrooms, wet and dry, and can vouch for these capsules. Previously my highest dose was 4g of shrooms. I tripped with a few of my friends, and we took turns going under a blanket with this glow in the dark blown glass orb that I own, it's pretty crazy to look at while tripping.
While I was under the blanket listening to very trippy music my vision kept distorting and at one point I was convinced that I was holding my own consciousness, then I realized this must mean I am outside of my consciousness since I am looking at it. This realization tripped me out and launched me even further into the experience, I think I was in and out of ego death for the first time there. This mosaic formation which looked like stained glass began filling my vision from the edges in until I relaxed and allowed it to cover my entire vision, blocking me from seeing the glass ball completely. I then closed my eyes and it remained, but now there were these symbols in each of the little stained glass shapes, they were mathematical symbols, such as e, pi, theta, and countless other symbols and each square kept switching between the symbols incredibly fast, flickering between different ones. The entire mosaic pulsed colors and shapes as well.
Eventually the mosaic began distorting into three dimensional shapes, like those three dimensional graphs. It got increasingly more complex and I was mind blown, and curious as to where this was going, but my friends began tapping me and speaking to me to make sure I was okay as I had been motionless and speechless under the blanket for a long-ass time. That broke my immersion and I haven't seen the mosaic since, though I want to go back and try to see it in its entirety, maybe by tripping on shrooms alone for maximum immersion.
Anyways, I think the mosaic I saw was my mind's representation of the very fabric of space-time, and I've been thinking about what I would have seen had I been able to stay in that state longer. I think it might have morphed into a shape so complex that it would become every surface in our world, thought that is only speculation and if that's true then I really want to see that with my own eyes, (or my mind's eye).
Has anyone here experienced anything similar, and can you help me further understand this vision from your perspectives?
While I was under the blanket listening to very trippy music my vision kept distorting and at one point I was convinced that I was holding my own consciousness, then I realized this must mean I am outside of my consciousness since I am looking at it. This realization tripped me out and launched me even further into the experience, I think I was in and out of ego death for the first time there. This mosaic formation which looked like stained glass began filling my vision from the edges in until I relaxed and allowed it to cover my entire vision, blocking me from seeing the glass ball completely. I then closed my eyes and it remained, but now there were these symbols in each of the little stained glass shapes, they were mathematical symbols, such as e, pi, theta, and countless other symbols and each square kept switching between the symbols incredibly fast, flickering between different ones. The entire mosaic pulsed colors and shapes as well.
Eventually the mosaic began distorting into three dimensional shapes, like those three dimensional graphs. It got increasingly more complex and I was mind blown, and curious as to where this was going, but my friends began tapping me and speaking to me to make sure I was okay as I had been motionless and speechless under the blanket for a long-ass time. That broke my immersion and I haven't seen the mosaic since, though I want to go back and try to see it in its entirety, maybe by tripping on shrooms alone for maximum immersion.
Anyways, I think the mosaic I saw was my mind's representation of the very fabric of space-time, and I've been thinking about what I would have seen had I been able to stay in that state longer. I think it might have morphed into a shape so complex that it would become every surface in our world, thought that is only speculation and if that's true then I really want to see that with my own eyes, (or my mind's eye).
Has anyone here experienced anything similar, and can you help me further understand this vision from your perspectives?