johnloperamide
Bluelighter
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- Apr 18, 2015
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So last time I quit PST I didn't get any anxiety at all and this time it's almost overwhelming, it's anxiety plus paranoia.. it's driving me crazy... My theory as to why this time I'm getting anxiety is because this time I know for certain that I will never use again.. When I quit last time, I had promised myself a goodbye dose in a week or so which later turned into using every 3-4 days and after 2 weeks I stopped... I used Tuesday and dumped my remaining seeds in the toilet and I am never touching that shit again.... I won't get many physical symptoms thankfully, but I am getting some overwhelming anxiety... I guess it is anxiety, it's this horrible feeling on my chest, can't watch movies, can't do anything, it's driving me crazy... And I am so paranoid!
Any ideas how to deal with this? I got no benzos
Ha in fact I just remembered I had this nightmare last night in which everyone was super scared of this movie called Paranoia, and I could never finished watching it and a lot of other weird crap happened... fucking paranoia, wth is this
Any ideas how to deal with this? I got no benzos
Ha in fact I just remembered I had this nightmare last night in which everyone was super scared of this movie called Paranoia, and I could never finished watching it and a lot of other weird crap happened... fucking paranoia, wth is this
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