Definitely listen to the ^^^ above advice:
- Not being free or feeling free because of the possibility of 'getting caught' can have a bad influence on the trip and the outcome. It's a problem with what is called 'set and setting'.
- It's best to wait until you are at adolescent age [that time and place for everything college adage but more generally refering to age], it is not something about harming the brain that you might call lame... but development of your identity psychologically can have a serious effect later in life. Trust me, you want to keep experimenting like this controlled which means sticking to good research on it first and preparation, and taking conditions or criteria like set and setting seriously.
Sure, especially if still young you sometimes try stupid shit and make mistakes... Been there done that, many have... but it obviously matters what shit you pull, often ignorantly. Keep tripping on pause for now, and if you must experiment, just find a few other things to bide your time until you are good to go
Like spacejunk I have tried this and that when young (not psychedelics until 19-20 mind you) but other minor drugs, including smoking weed, herbal stuff and drinking. I handled a lot of it wrong and I wish I hadn't for just about all of that. When you wait just that little bit longer, at least you don't do the most rookie stuff that ruins pretty much most of the 'experimenting'.
Granted, I have been a little high a few times and of course it was mostly about the excitement and everything being so new..
Like I said: take it easy, wait, then arrange a good situation where you can afford to do things less than perfectly,
cause reality never is perfect!!, do your homework on it - I get a kick out of first learning the theory but thats just me? - get it confirmed, sober supervision preferably by someone experienced is highly preferred..
IMO my first LSD trip was perfect in that sense: it was very interesting, I experienced synaesthesia (mixing of the senses), my father was there... he tripped a few times when he was younger (though his wisdom on it is limited), and just casually kept an eye on me, took me for a car ride in the twilight..
I fed my dad MDMA later on (probably not the same day? dont remember) but that didnt work out that well. Felt nothing for a while (also feels nothing from nitrous), then abruptly came up, had to throw up, and became a bit erratic but definitely not typically rolling. Shame... my dad is a peculiar guy tho ;p