Can years of drug abuse kill your "happiness" (serotonin/dopamine) forever?
My fiancè (he is a 34) was a heavy drug user all of his life. We dated as teens and got back together 4 years ago, but when I learned he was still doing (hard) drugs (meth) so often and casually, I gave him an ultimatum. So, he wanted to quit anyways and so he did. He's been doing SO well.
Lastnight, he confessed to me that he had $100 worth of meth in our home. He cried to me and confessed that his suicidal thoughts have never went away. He is a combat veteran and has PTSD.
He said, "I know this sounds like bullshit, but I feel like the only time I feel real feelings or happiness is on drugs, so I just wanted to do a little."
He does go to a counselor at the VA and he's on Lexapro after trying 3 other antidepressants. He said Lexapro definitely works best. But if it's working, why is he having serious suicidal thoughts? Edit: I forgot to mention he also uses marijuana daily to help with anxiety.
My main question is, did he do too much damage to his serotonin and/or dopamine etc to ever be repaired? He's done literally every drug under the sun but stims were his fave.
He was sober 4 years before this relapse. Wouldn't that have been enough time to be repaired? I'm so worried about him and I want him to be happy without drugs.
If you made it this far, thank you ♡
My fiancè (he is a 34) was a heavy drug user all of his life. We dated as teens and got back together 4 years ago, but when I learned he was still doing (hard) drugs (meth) so often and casually, I gave him an ultimatum. So, he wanted to quit anyways and so he did. He's been doing SO well.
Lastnight, he confessed to me that he had $100 worth of meth in our home. He cried to me and confessed that his suicidal thoughts have never went away. He is a combat veteran and has PTSD.
He said, "I know this sounds like bullshit, but I feel like the only time I feel real feelings or happiness is on drugs, so I just wanted to do a little."
He does go to a counselor at the VA and he's on Lexapro after trying 3 other antidepressants. He said Lexapro definitely works best. But if it's working, why is he having serious suicidal thoughts? Edit: I forgot to mention he also uses marijuana daily to help with anxiety.
My main question is, did he do too much damage to his serotonin and/or dopamine etc to ever be repaired? He's done literally every drug under the sun but stims were his fave.
He was sober 4 years before this relapse. Wouldn't that have been enough time to be repaired? I'm so worried about him and I want him to be happy without drugs.
If you made it this far, thank you ♡