LucidSDreamr
Bluelighter
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I usually roll once a month or less and always at a dose of 120 mg.
but over the holidays decided to do two consecutive weekends (same material) and was very dissapointed with the second weekend. I rolled just as "hard" but the speediness of the roll was much high and the relaxing, serotonin flooding calming feeling was greatly diminished during the second roll.
the euphoria, music appreciation, etc was just as good, but the roll was very speedy, tweaky, and just not relaxing at all, which I didn't like, as I don't like that tweaked out feeling.
My guess is that its b/c the serotonin flooding is what gives you that very relaxed feeling, but since i had diminished amounts to begin with, the relaxation never dominated the roll and i was just uptight and looking for my benzo much sooner than usual.
but over the holidays decided to do two consecutive weekends (same material) and was very dissapointed with the second weekend. I rolled just as "hard" but the speediness of the roll was much high and the relaxing, serotonin flooding calming feeling was greatly diminished during the second roll.
the euphoria, music appreciation, etc was just as good, but the roll was very speedy, tweaky, and just not relaxing at all, which I didn't like, as I don't like that tweaked out feeling.
My guess is that its b/c the serotonin flooding is what gives you that very relaxed feeling, but since i had diminished amounts to begin with, the relaxation never dominated the roll and i was just uptight and looking for my benzo much sooner than usual.