Last year i smoked everyday. over the summer and first part of fall i was doing a quarter a week to myself. around october i went down to an eighth a week and after christmas i only bought weed when i wanted to smoke. recently i did ecstasy and when i smoke now i get wicked paranoia and stress out. its like, when i smoke now my thoughts race like mad and i can't enjoy myself, im just thinking too damn much about meaningless things, i can't just enjoy being high.
i kind of felt this way around december but my neighbor came over and smoked me out with california chronic and it felt great, i mean, it made me remember why i started smoking so much to begin with. since then though i haven't smoke good bud and i can only afford mids. before the ecstasy when i would smoke i would feel a weird pressure in and around my head, i just would assume it was my sinuses. i still felt good but not like when i started smoking. now after taking ecstasy when i smoke i just get sick.
sometimes i get nauseous/dizzy, other times my heart will race and i feel like im having a panic attack. im going to detox for at least a week and if by then i feel im not ready im going to keep detoxing. im in a state of mind now where i feel happy being sober. i live by myself in an apartment and i was thinking smoking so much weed by myself was putting me into a weird psychosis, thats another reason why i need to detox, i felt i was losing my grip on reality.
anyway, i did some searching online and some people have been experiencing this same phenomena where smoking weed makes one sick.
could my brain chemical makeup have changed after the ecstasy? have i outgrown weed? is all i should smoke ridiculous chronic?
after my detox session i plan on getting high again with good chronic but t'ill then i'll be asking questions and studying.
i kind of felt this way around december but my neighbor came over and smoked me out with california chronic and it felt great, i mean, it made me remember why i started smoking so much to begin with. since then though i haven't smoke good bud and i can only afford mids. before the ecstasy when i would smoke i would feel a weird pressure in and around my head, i just would assume it was my sinuses. i still felt good but not like when i started smoking. now after taking ecstasy when i smoke i just get sick.
sometimes i get nauseous/dizzy, other times my heart will race and i feel like im having a panic attack. im going to detox for at least a week and if by then i feel im not ready im going to keep detoxing. im in a state of mind now where i feel happy being sober. i live by myself in an apartment and i was thinking smoking so much weed by myself was putting me into a weird psychosis, thats another reason why i need to detox, i felt i was losing my grip on reality.
anyway, i did some searching online and some people have been experiencing this same phenomena where smoking weed makes one sick.
could my brain chemical makeup have changed after the ecstasy? have i outgrown weed? is all i should smoke ridiculous chronic?
after my detox session i plan on getting high again with good chronic but t'ill then i'll be asking questions and studying.