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Why do i want to suck c**k? I'm straight.

When I get too drunk, I am vulnerable and the desire gets stronger. I can't really say that I have never sucked a cock before, because I do have blackouts. Maybe I have, maybe not. If I did, I hope it was good for whoever....lol.
 
Sometime, when I am totally sober and can understand what I am doing, I do think I would like to experience sex with a man. I have never really seen a cock. I mean sure, in the gym shower glance, but I have never held one in my hand and looked at it. I think I would like to do just that and slowly take it into my mouth and see what it tastes like.
 
I am pretty sure that if it suddenly started spurting cum in my mouth that I would be ecstatic. Does that make me gay, or bisexual? I love when I am licking a clitoris and the recipient starts bucking her hips and coming on my face.
 
With all due modesty, I am considered quite handsome, but I am not real good with online stuff, and can't seem to upload a pic. If anyone is in proximity, I want to try the cocksucking thing. I am in the Yunguilla Valley in Ecuador, but will be passing through LA on my way to Thailand soon. Let's try it.
 
You dream that someday you will swill a dude's bone juice and think you might have already gobbled the knob during a blackout. Are you ashamed to admit that you are either bisexual or gay? Maybe there is violent homophobia in your country, so it is understandable taht you would claim to be straight in public, but it is not healthy to try to hide the truth from yourself.
evolving70 said:
Does one necessarily have to be "gay" to want to suck a cock? I have had similar desires for years, and have had many fine sexual experiences with females.
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Who cares? If you want to suck a cock, find someone who would like their cock sucked by you. Surely some exist.
I'd call you a bisexual, but if you got a better term, I'm all ears.
 
Hi,,, I had almost exactly what your saying. I wanted to see another man naked and so I would watch porn and jack off and then after awhile I got tired of that. This guy next door moved in and he would leave his curtains open and I could see him in just his underwear but never naked. One night I needed some milk so I thought I'd go next door and ask him and maybe I could get into a conversation with him. I went over and he answered the door in his shorts and no shirt I asked him he said sure, we started talking and I kept looking at his Cock and I could see an outline in his shorts and new his Dick was very large. He asked me if I was a fag and I said no I have a girlfriend. He was getting hard and I just dropped to my knees and pulled down his pants and stuck his Cock in my mouth. It only took about five minutes and he came in my mouth and I loved it and now I go over about once a month and suck his cock. So far he hasn't done me but maybe later. I love Cock and cum now
 
I understand. I think I have always been turned on by the big dicks you see in porn. But I have hooked up with several different guys now. All with different sized dicks and I enjoy all of them in my mouth.
 
I've been sucking cock behind my girlfriends back for nearly thirty years ever since some dirty old man caught me looking at his big cock and told me to get on my knees and suck him off. I couldn't believe how much it turned me on to be used like some slut by an old man in public and he could see it and started calling me a filthy little cocksucking faggot. I was so turned on I shot my load all over the floor without even playing with myself and I stayed hard he laughed and said I think you're going to sucking lots and lots of cocks now your a cocksucker aren't you? Oh god no I like girls. Well you love cock more don't you? No. No you don't want to suck my cock then? I'm not sure. Ok no more for you. Ugh can't I carry on for a while. Not unless you ask me nicely. Ugh ok please let me carry on. If you want to suck my big cock tell me that you are a cocksucking little faggot that loves sucking dirty old men off in public. No I can't im not gay. No but now you've suck cock your a cocksucker for life. Oh god I can't believe how much i loved having your cock in my mouth your right I want to suck your cock please let me. Ok but if I let you suck my big cock I want your name and address ok? Ugh why? So you will be my cock slave anytime I need you or I will visit your parents and tell them that you have been sucking old men off in public toilets. No please don't just let me suck your cock this time only. Oh no no deal I'm going home. Oh no please don't leave. Well tell me your name and address and what you are. Oh ok my name is xxxxx xxxxx and I'm a filthy little faggot that love's sucking cock. Now that's better open your mouth and do what you're going to be doing for the rest of your life. Yes that's it good boy suck that big cock oh yes you will be coming back here every day looking for cock won't you cocksucker? I can't understand why but It turns me on so much I think your right I won't be able to resist coming here looking for men to suck. Yes that's right now you've suck a real man's cock your a cocksucker for life and you don't even care that you are on your knees in a filthy public toilet sucking an old man's dirty smelly old cock while being watched do you? Ugh what oh god no. Don't stop it's ok they can see your a cocksucker so carry on doing what you were born for I bet if you ask nicely they will let you suck their cocks as well. Oh god I've been caught sucking cock please don't tell anyone. Oh if you want us to keep quiet you will have to suck all of us off as well. Oh god ok. I can see your going to busy here tonight sucking cock after cock like a dirty cocksucking faggot look at how much you love sucking my big cock you love it don't you? Oh god yes it's turning me on sucking you off in front of other men god I want more cock. That's if good little cocksucker your going to make me cum oh god yes I'm cumming oh yes you like that don't you look at him this is the first time he's sucked cock and he's swallowed all my cum and sucking me clean I think he wants more don't you? Mmm yes please. I'm going home so enjoy yourself cocksucker I will be in touch. So there I was on my knees sucking old men off like some dirty little slut and I loved it I was now a cocksucker and I've sucked at least 500 cocks since then and I now want to fully submit to cock I want to be filmed sucking cock and have it posted online to expose me as the cocksucker I am.
 
I would be disgusted if I caught my man sucking cock. I have nothing against gay guys. my brother was gay, but nothing about two men together turns me on.
 
I heard a great label the other day Hetro-flexible - the theory behind it is pretty simple.

People enjoy sex, the sex in question has nothing to do with their chosen sexuality, they simply enjoy the sensations of sex and do so.

People who just don't get this will simply fall back on man on man sex is gay or you have to be at least Bi as these are the only terms that people know when trying to understand the diverse world of sex between people.

If your straight but want to suck a cock, suck a cock - gay and want to fuck a woman, fuck a woman. It's your life - you don't have to pick a label and you don't have to follow the rules of being 'straight'.
 
Bearlove said:
I heard a great label the other day Hetro-flexible - the theory behind it is pretty simple.

People enjoy sex, the sex in question has nothing to do with their chosen sexuality, they simply enjoy the sensations of sex and do so.

People who just don't get this will simply fall back on man on man sex is gay or you have to be at least Bi as these are the only terms that people know when trying to understand the diverse world of sex between people.

If your straight but want to suck a cock, suck a cock - gay and want to fuck a woman, fuck a woman. It's your life - you don't have to pick a label and you don't have to follow the rules of being 'straight'.
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Terms like Heteroflexible, homoflexible, pansexual, omnisexual, mostly straight, mostly gay, etc. are just other terms or synonyms for being bisexual, and they are usually used by people who have a lot of internalized biphobia and who will use any term they can to avoid actually coming out as bisexual, and that's not falling back on labels/terms, or does not mean that calling these people bisexual means that you do not understand human sexuality, etc.

But I have read posts of yours where you seem to lust and worship hetero/straight men and the unobtainable fantasy of having sex with them the way some gay men need this sex fantasy.
 
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PriestTheyCalledHim said:
Terms like Heteroflexible, homoflexible, pansexual, omnisexual, mostly straight, mostly gay, etc. are just other terms or synonyms for being bisexual, and they are usually used by people who have a lot of internalized biphobia and who will use any term they can to avoid actually coming out as bisexual, and that's not falling back on labels/terms, or does not mean that calling these people bisexual means that you do not understand human sexuality, etc.

But I have read posts of yours where you seem to lust and worship hetero/straight men and the unobtainable fantasy of having sex with them the way some gay men need this sex fantasy.
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You have read posts of mine where 'I seem to lust or worship hetero/straight men and the unobtainable fantasy of having sex with them..etc' - quote one of them. I am a gay man that has zero hang ups with having sex with anyone I want, whenever I want, as often as I want - I have made zero posts that suggest otherwise and again if your calling me out then quote one of my posts and we can discuss it (I may not have been clear when chatting).

You may see that a man that likes having sex with men and women as Bisexual and that is your choice - I personally do not. You may see that two guys fucking in prison means at least one of them is gay - I personally do not.

If you use a term to describe a person then you are correct (I personally do not care) my point in this thread is how we as individuals relate and identify to our own sexuality.

Bear
 
Bearlove said:
You have read posts of mine where 'I seem to lust or worship hetero/straight men and the unobtainable fantasy of having sex with them..etc' - quote one of them. I am a gay man that has zero hang ups with having sex with anyone I want, whenever I want, as often as I want - I have made zero posts that suggest otherwise and again if your calling me out then quote one of my posts and we can discuss it (I may not have been clear when chatting).

You may see that a man that likes having sex with men and women as Bisexual and that is your choice - I personally do not. You may see that two guys fucking in prison means at least one of them is gay - I personally do not.

If you use a term to describe a person then you are correct (I personally do not care) my point in this thread is how we as individuals relate and identify to our own sexuality.

Bear
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You've posted about your fantasies about straight/hetero men before in other threads about this subject, or how when you've had sex with men you wanted to pretend that they're hetero/straight even though it's clear that they are either bisexual or gay.


Bearlove said:
I know quite a few 'straight' guys who enjoy being blown by a guy. Lots of straights go to cruising areas to be blown by guys.
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Bearlove said:
This is pretty worrying as I understand your post :D. There are so many instances where a guy who would identify as straight has sex with a guy - when you get collected from gay bars, clubs by taxi drivers there not shy in asking if they fancy a quick blowjob on the way or for the fare etc. In some countries men consider themselves straight as they only top, bottom guys are considered 'gay'. Most people know about truck stops, those truckers would identify themselves as straight but don't mind getting head when there away from home for days on end etc.
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You might be at least bi. But i had these urges too. I used to look online for pictures of cocks and i'd want to suck them. One night y best friend got his cock out and asked f i wanted to jerk him off. I did, But i couldn't help myself. I started sucking his cock. If you haven't done it yet? try it. It's great! I still give him blowjobs now and then and even had a bounce on his cock lol i think im definately bi. But yes. Give someone a blowjob. It's fun ;-)
 
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