Greenonion76
Greenlighter
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- May 17, 2024
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Last friday I smoked the tiniest possible amount of flower and it lasted for about one hour approximately. Initially I was feeling okay walking around a nostalgic town while baked and in sunshine weather but when I got into the car (my mother was taking me to Asda for groceries) and started listening to music I started to feel extremely uncomfortable. Many of the songs I would enjoy listening to unironically while sober would make me cringe because I was stoned. Even the music I fully enjoy ("actual" music so to speak such as Pavement and Sonic Youth, not cheesy 2000s pop and EDM) would make me feel like a poser when listened to. Overall I just felt very stupid and very bad about myself. While I was walking around Asda while high I was overly picky about the food I was purchasing because I was a lot more aware of which foods are embarrassing to eat and which foods aren't embarrassing to eat. Normally whenever I go to Asda I get the 335 kcal mac and cheese frozen meal whenever possible (because my parents never taught me to cook and they don't give me enough money to afford ingredients to cook and I can't find a job. I'm 18 years of age btw) but because I was stoned I decided not to get it because I realise how embarrassing and lazy it is to eat any kind of ready meal, somehow pot noodles and instant ramen and microwaveable Ginsters vegan pastries are on another tier for some reason.
In the past THC would induce unbearable anxiety and a very unpleasant feeling of impending doom, nowadays that may indeed also still be the case but perhaps not as much due to the fact I've took lengthy tolerance breaks, nowadays it just makes me feel ashamed of myself. Why?
In the past THC would induce unbearable anxiety and a very unpleasant feeling of impending doom, nowadays that may indeed also still be the case but perhaps not as much due to the fact I've took lengthy tolerance breaks, nowadays it just makes me feel ashamed of myself. Why?