dude, you went on vaca knowing you would go through withdrawals? why!? did you not have enough dilaudid to take w/ you? knowing you would be gone for a week I would have already geared up my pins and had everything ready to shoot the minute I felt down and out; you really didnt have enough to go the whole vaca but you could have maybe got a day or two with that 6-8hr withdrawal window.
I have a similar story having to do w/ a 2 week DUI class; I decided to shoot roughly a half G before showing up for the 2 week period and just going through full withdrawals while being under the roof and w/ a Dr. near by. so, being the moron I am, I said fuck it, and figured lets give it a shot. I checked in on a Sunday around 4PM (dope/fent shots) and used about a half G that day up until 4PM; I got dropped off and was not nervous at all and thought all would be good and I'd easily get through this.
Monday morning rolls around and I still feel OK, so I am thinking MAYBE, just MAYBE my withdrawal are not what they used to be (for whatever reason) and went through the day thinking nothing of it; at 10:30PM its BED TIME, so all the lights go off and I still feel OK; I took my Seroquel for sleep and thought I'd wake up w/ a heavy sweat; well, I was wrong, and that sweat broke out by midnight. puking, shitting, pissing, all over the 2nd floor where there are about 10 bedrooms and 35 GUYS trying to sleep; I am outside the room using the bathroom trying to figure out if I can get through this. one of the overnight guards sees me and asks what it may be; I was straight up and said its withdrawal and that is why I am here. well, he asked if I wanted to call an ambulance or potentially wait till AM and have someone pick me up at 8. well, I didnt get in touch w/ anyone till about 9AM and they picked me up around 10AM and dropped me off at the house - the minute I got home, the dope man was called and I was back on what I was hoping to kick.
I finally had to go back and re-do the program, so I finally "tried" to get Sober and got on Suboxone; I barely used Suboxone until I went away but those 2 weeks the Suboxone (16/MG) saved my life and I actually had "fun" in the program.
since coming out I've been the best I have in a while; starting to fuck up a little now but I think ill catch it and be OK again.
bottom line, going on vacations w/ a dope sickness is just NOT GOING TO HAPPEN! dont care who you are; its also because I was a heavy fiend w/ that fent.